♥Fearless

2012-01-10T17:28:00.001+08:00

At this point in life, I feel so clueless about what I'm going to do. I'm really trying to look on the bright side... But I really just can't. And to be honest, I really hate my life right now. And I kinda just... Wanna die.

2012-01-03T18:48:00.001+08:00

The first letter in the alphabet.
The last letter in the alphabet.

I honestly don't see the difference anymore.

I don't want to go through this again.

2011-11-20T00:02:00.001+08:00

I'm never going to be the prettiest.
I'm not going to be perfect.
Not even for one night.

I really wanted to have one perfect night. To have one night, that I'm the perfect me. That's pretty, that's happy, and everyone thinks she looks pretty. And nice. I don't think anyone ever thinks of me as pretty. I just know I wouldn't be pretty on Monday. I don't have the perfect dress, my heels are lower than everyone else's, my face is huge. I have tons of scars all over my body. I'm not going to be perfect. And that totally sucks.

I really really just wanted one night of perfection. But of course I wouldn't get what I want. Maybe I should just ditch it altogether.

2011-10-22T00:45:00.001+08:00

Hi I'm Christine, and my life's terrible.

I feel like such a fake person. In front of people, including my family, I'm this unreasonably cheerful person that is like. Just. Happy. And that is so fake. Because I don't feel a single bit happy. I just feel like. "Yay. I'm getting distracted from all the stupid problems and people I have in my life." and for those short moments, I don't have to care about the fights I've been having with some people. Some issues that I can't fix. And I can try and feel normal for the time that I have company.

Then it's time for bed, which is equivalent to "Great, it's time that I get to be alone, all by myself, and sink into my own misery" time. Which is really what has been happening the past few days. Staying up till 2/3AM thinking about stuff that should be far from my mind at thus crucial moment in time. Waking up in the morning feeling screwed because of a lack of sleep and the problems that are still in my life, unresolved.

And I keep them all to myself, this is totally something that I should stop doing. Because I think that if I shared these stuff with people, I might get less irritable. I got pissed because my mum was irritating me while I was studying over a simple cup of coffee that she could've gotten by herself. But that's not the point. Okay. Maybe it is. But you see, I was having a somewhat nice day, finally seeing Emily and Kairong, and spending more time with Zijun, and things were nice. But then my mum had to text me. And I just. Got irritated I guess. Then I walked all the way from the T1 Starbucks to the T2 Mac's to get her large latte. Which is stupid. Because I was at Starbucks already, but she wanted the Mac's large, and not Starbucks's tall. Okay. Fine.

Then I went to wait for the bus which was fricking packed. And you know how the bus will stop for a couple of minutes before departing from T2? It was at least ten minutes. And I was already pretty pissed over the coffee situation, so I basically, was trying to contain my anger, and not swear in public or do something idiotic. So I bit the inside of my cheeks. Yes, that was how pissed I was, because inconsiderate people didn't want to move in to make space and insisted on standing in the small walkway to talk to their friends or whatever. And they were big sized, the walkway was narrow. I was unhappy. I really was on the verge of screaming/crying/breaking down or whatever. And I swear I tasted blood in my mouth because of my biting. I don't know whether it's the stress from O's which is two days later, but I'm just. Really screwed over recently. So so many things are coming to get me. And I just can't handle them all.

Sometimes I really feel like dying. Ugh.

3 more days to O levels...

2011-10-20T22:32:00.001+08:00

And I'm here on Blogger. Awesome huh! Hahaha. It's only cause I discovered the blogger app for iPhone, finally my prayers have been answered, but I've already moved on, if only this happened to another thing in my life, it'll be the perfect outcome. :/

I bet no one checks my blogger, so. This is going to be my ranting ground. Because Tumblr used to be the place that I poured everything out, but too too many people are on there now, and I feel bad for blocking them or whatever. Well, I still do pour out emo stuff there, but just not as much, because I don't want to have people asking.

I've been feeling really complicated recently. Really really complicated. And. Y'know. If you wanna cheer me up, I'd really like to have this shirt.

So, I'm here.

2011-08-09T17:01:00.002+08:00

To like. Say hi?

It's been years, well, not literally years, but a really long time, since I've blogged here. Like. Since April 1st? That's what blogger told me. Anyway. Life's been, well, life. And maybe, not the best life that anyone would want. But I guess I'm happy with it. OMG. ITS BEEN SIX MONTHS SINCE I WENT TO TAYLOR SWIFT'S CONCERT. OMG.

Abrupt end.

2011-04-01T17:54:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!

It's been long since i used blogger, and yes, i feel a little bad after seeing my blog stats! So many people still come here and yet i'm not posting! But, really, i'm on Tumblr ALLLLLLLLLLL the time! I don't only reblog, but i do post text posts and stuff regarding my life there, so if you're interested in my life, dont be afraid to go there, though sometimes you wouldnt understand half the things i post there, but still: here. if you're on twitter, this is even better, i'm there almost 24/7 ^^. Dont bother trying me on facebook, my mum's using that account to play games and i only OCCASIONALLY go on there so yea. T FTW! Tsuna, Taylor, Twitter and Tumblr, in no particular order for the last two. I love them equally :D

Well, if you guys cant be bothered to click those links, i shall give a brief summary on each month from my last post till now!

December:

I believe i tried doing my homework. OOOOH. Class BBQ and sleepover at Sher's! Only Zijun, Em and me stayed but it was fun^^

January:

The first month, i guess it had been a good month, i didnt do anything anime related and i TRIED to focus on studies. main word: TRIED.

February:

TAYLOR TAYLOR TAYLOR. Nuff said.

March:

MONTH OF FAILURE! results sucked like @#$%^&*() March 26, hanged with Anna, Braxton and Benloke during Earth Hour. Found that Anna likes Mayday Parade too. K-ON!! came out an OVA. Tom Parker from The Wanted is cute. Got back together with Tsu-kun ^^ My love for soloists are slowly disappearing and im loving bands now. Mayday Parade and BoysLikeGirls have awesome songs.

Today:

Happy April Fools' Did retarded pranks on 3B(?) and 2F. LOL. Realised that i have lost 5 followers on Twitter ):

just went out and forgot what i wanted to post. so toodles minna

2010-12-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

Go to http://www.love-fearless.tumblr.com

I'll be posting there way more often because Tumblr has an app and blogger does not. Tsktsk.

Morning

2010-11-06T08:18:00.003+08:00

I know this is way too early to be normal. But I swear I just had the weirdest dream ever. AHS actually bought US tickets to go to TAYLOR SWIFT LIVE IN SINGAPORE. Hey, Anna, you were there. Totally fine. So I sat in between Anna and Zijun like some wayyy in front place YAY. But I wonder what happened to my tickets. Hmm. Heck it. HAHAH. So only me and Anna were in home clothes and everyone else that I saw had their school bags and were in school uniform. Weird part one: there were lots of guys. And this certain group of guys just sat like diagonally in front of me. Like in front of the runway thing. So I'll skip some parts. Most people were very high an jumping around. And I couldn't help but notice one person looking bored of Taylor Swift. Ugh. Irritating. I hate that person anyway~ to say, the dream ends with that person doing something. We'll get to that later. So, this part Tyan suddenly popped out of back stage in a black singlet and FBTs and ran to us and sat down. Then Yunxuan came out. Weird. Then a conductor came out, so I suspected she was going to sing "Haunted" which had strings orchestra. Anyway. Yadayada. The dream ended with person X running backstage.

Weird. But yeah. Maybe it's just that I couldn't wait for the concert.

13 weeks, 3 days!

Fearless.

2010-11-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

Its FEARLESS to say I love you, for you're the reason I BREATHE. TELL ME WHY anyone would want to CHANGE that. Don't you have any idea that you're the reason for the TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR? THE WAY I LOVED YOU, the way I love you, it's unique and special and I'll never be able to love someone the same way. YOU'RE NOT SORRY because you have no idea. You SHOULD'VE SAID NO when I asked to go, come back now and sing OUR SONG. FOREVER AND ALWAYS, you will be my Prince Charming, and you'll come to me on your WHITE HORSE. We'll have THE BEST DAY, everyday. We're FIFTEEN now, it's gonna e a LOVE STORY, so say yes and come here, YOU BELONG WITH ME. ♥

So, it's just a thing I made from all Taylor's song titles in FEARLESS. Expect one from SPEAK NOW soon(;

Normal.

2010-11-04T21:25:00.001+08:00

ずっと前から好きでした。

If only you knew back then. But now, it's all different.

Last week, was just the most fantastic week of my life.

October 25: Speak Now release.
October 26: Receives my Speak Now
October 26: Purchases tickets for Anna and I for TAYLOR SWIFT LIVE IN SINGAPORE 2011!
October 27: HELLO. 10/27!!!!
October 28: Collected my tickets to TAYLOR SWIFT LIVE IN SINGAPORE 2011!

I'll just stop there. I tweet too much so I can't really keep track of my time and date. All I can say was it was a very well spent week! Went ice skating with Lianne and Tania on Halloween. Wore my new shirt that was super cute. HAHAH. One of them said my tummy was very flat. Thanks for the compliment (; wore a skirt underneath the shirt. And I think it was Tania that said that it looked like a Japanese school uniform. Haha thanks again(: Tania fell infront of Lie Yi Liang while ice skating. HAHAH. I was the only one that didn't fall!(Y) Maybe it was because I was really careful as my pair of skates sucked and I was too lazy to change. There was so little people at the rink. Maybe 'cause it was Halloween and a Sunday. Ate pastamania for dinner and was totally late for my 9pm curfew. Yay. Called mum and she said she expected it from me. LOL. Am i that bad? LOL.

On our way home at Paya Lebar, there were these three drunk(?) cauasians neing rowdy and asking for pictures with random people and stuff. Tania said one was smelling me?! EWW TTM. They weren't hot or anything so it was unforgivable!!! Haha. Then Lianne and I saw them AGAIN on Wednesday, so did Tania at Tanah Merah, only at different timings. I must say that they are extremely weird and stuff.

Monday was epic(?) DummyJun didn't come to school, so didn't Emily): It was so embarrassing without Zijun there to defend me against the evil forces of Alina and Hilary! Teasing me all the way durin recess and stuff. Ugh. I swear they gave me a heart attack when I heard that a certain irritating person from this class was going to the 茶渊 crap place with us. Anyway. That was where we went after school. I have to admit, the first hour sucked, sat there listening to this fat gay asshole talk about tea an watched this boring lame video about Mid Autumn Festival. LAME. Oh, Zijun came after I told her that if she didn't, she'd have to go with some other class. The tea was alright. The mooncake was yum. The 茶叶蛋 wa great compared to homemade ones, so I bought 5. Sort of kept to myself on the bus to and fro. And found out that Zijun doesn't like me pointing out Anna's house, I'm not a creep, it's just a habit I have, using her house as a pointer to my location. LOL. Yadayada. Heard some joke by the guys on the bus ASPN. LOL. Embarrased myself without the help of Hilary, Alina or Zijun, as I tripped over the kerb outside school and twisted my ankle. It hurt but I could take it and it's kinda alright now I guess, not that pain and after forcing myself to use it, I hardly feel any pain anymore. Yea. So Hilary and Zijun saw this wheelie chair and decides o push me DOWN THE HILL with me in it. That was terrifying. So that was why I picked myself up and walked the rest of my way, if not ran from the two of them. Haha.

Tuesday was bleh. Dummy didnt come again. Hilled with Zoey, Lianne and Tania, who were all going to Lianne's house to bake delicious blondies that I tried yesterday, and they were great! Saw my parents at Mac's. Gosh that was embarrassing. My dad sorta pounced on me from the back and they all saw that!! OMG. But Tania or Lianne said my dad was cute O.O Okayyyyy. Ps. I didn't tell him. Haha. Don't wanna boost his ego. Went to pick up Lianne's heels from the post office and I asked for free popcorn. Don't ask why, it seems so kiasu now. LOL. Went to Fairprice to get the ingredients of the blondies that I didn't help make. LOL. Ya. I guess that was my day.

Wednesday. Zijun came back, so did Emily. LOL. Hilled down with Jun and Lianne. And saw the weird caucasians. Talked about the slashing thing at DTE(?) Yea. Guess so. Went to kopitiam with Shermaine and Cuidan, me and Jun had the lychee drink and the couple had lunch. Talked about pretty random stuff. Haha. Then Zijun ran off for the tuition that she never had, since the guy was a no-show. LOL.

Went to MANPUKU to have lunch with Jun(yes, her again. Haha) today, job interview canceled ); sorta decided that I shall go to whichever chalet that has alcohol present. LOL.

Anyways. Been Wattpading these days. I Finish at least one story per day, if not more. Update my Guardian Angel with a crap filler chapter, just so I could get Jun to update her awesome story. LOL.

No school tomorrow. Deepavali. If that's how you spell it. As you can see, I dont really bother to pay attention to things that are not of my concern. LOL.

OH. Borrowed "Only The Good Spy Young" from the library. Yes, Christine borrows books. Yes, Christine reads. And Zijun and Hilary and some other people established that I'm a geek, but they're wrong. I'm a GLEEK!! LOL. Or an Anime Freak. Or a bookworm. Since they saw me reading Percy Jackson. Hello, appreciate nice book will you?

Tumblring is back to being on of my favorite past-times. Spam saving KHR pictures? LOVELOVELOVE!

I guess this is what people call a normal post, and I can do it, one without complaining, bitching or emoing(: I'm pretty normal after all. Haha

Well, toodles people. I'm gonna wattpad!(:

忘れはしないだろう

2010-10-19T16:58:00.002+08:00

忘れてしまうだろう　肩につもる悲しみは　流れる星の手に抱かれ

ため息ひとつでリセットされる　無限のループのような日々さ
「右向け左」が遠回りでも　それでいいんだ
風が吹き付けるのは　きっとビルの隙間を飛び交う雑音が
君に聞こえないように

夜空に描かれた　星を繋ぐ物語　その胸焦がれる幻想
忘れてしまうだろう　肩につもる悲しみは　流れる星の手に抱かれて

理由なんていらなかったあの日　指でなぞった輝きがまだ
眠りさえ忘れさせるなら　それでいいんだ
雨が降り止まないのは　きっと唇噛み流れ行くその涙
誰も気付かないように

夜空に描かれた　星を繋ぐ物語　その胸焦がれる幻想
忘れてしまうだろう　肩につもる悲しみは　流れる星の手に抱かれて

あの星や君の名前は知らないけど　その輝きはここからもよく見える
涙を止めるのも　夢を見るのも　それを叶えるのも
それは誰かじゃなく　君じゃなきゃ出来ないんだ

夜空に描かれた　星を繋ぐ物語　その胸焦がれる幻想
忘れはしないだろう　回り道に咲いてた花
泣いた跡も　傷跡も　抱えたまま歩いてゆけば良い

88 by LM. C

English lyrics:

Have you forgotten all the grief you bear on your shoulders have been embraced by the arms of a falling star.

The days that feel like infinite loops can be reset with just one sigh.
Even if it's a detour that goes right and left, you will be fine.
The blowing wind definitely makes a noise when it wafts through the crevices between buildings
where you can't hear it.

The night sky is drawn with a story connected by stars. It's an illusion my heart yearns for.
Have you forgotten all the grief you bear on your shoulders have been embraced by the arms of a falling star.

That day when I didn't need a reason, but if the brilliance traced by my finger can
make you forget even sleep, then that will be fine.
The unrelenting rain surely mixed with the tears that flowed to your bitten lips
so that nobody would notice.

The night sky is drawn with a story connected by stars. It's an illusion my heart yearns for.
Have you forgotten all the grief you bear on your shoulders have been embraced by the arms of a falling star.

I don't know the name of that star nor your name, but I can clearly see that brilliance from here.
The one to stop your tears, the one to share your dreams,to fulfill your wishes too
won't be just anybody. If it's not you, it can't be done.

The night sky is drawn with a story connected by stars. It's an illusion my heart yearns for.
You haven't forgotten, have you.
On that detour where the flowers that bloomed,all you have to do is embrace
the tracks made by your tears and your scars as they are, and keep walking.

Such an awesome and meaningful song, so I though I'd share it with you guys, and yes, it is a KHR song. Haha. Just can't stop being obsessed with it!

SPRING 2011 KATEKYOUSHI HITMAN REBORN GENERATION X!
I wouldn't die just yet ^^v Tsuna's still waiting for me~

I. Wasted. My. 150th. Post

2010-10-17T11:59:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.

Woke up at 8 this morning. Unvolutarily of course, why would I wake up so early on a SUNDAY. And when I have totally nothing to do. Reason that I was woke up? My brother's sick. Poor him. PSLE over then he falls sick. Haha. There is ZERO chance I will fall sick after after exams. Haha. Mostly before or during, never after. I love me(:

Mini Olympics tomorrow D: What did I do last year? Oh right, NOTHING. Except playing Daidi and losing $20 to $30 to two unnamed idiots. Hmm. I think I lot $10 because Dumbo was dealing and dealt really good cards to Idiot number 1. Idiots. Sian. Holding grudges are just SO my thing (; What am I doing this year? Slack around again I suppose, only with 白痴黃子君 this year. Haha. Since that Dummy also never go CCA (: Aren't we great friends? Do alike. Ahahaahah. And that's why we quarrel so much. LOL. RANDOM~ I'm bored. I've got nothing to do. I have ZERO intentions of doing anything anyway. Spent my morning reading Wattpad, reading my novels, writing my story and listen to music. I think, all the studying has made ME boring. EWW.

Okay. I shall try something. I am going to try to upload my Wattpad story through my phone.

Check back later.

Oh. Great.

2010-10-16T16:47:00.004+08:00

Okay, this probably isn't the most stupid thing I've done. Typing a blogpost on my phone. Oh so wonderful.

So. Exams are over. Yipee. Wonderful. Awesome. Yay. Yea. Keep throwing in the positive adjectives. I don't know why I feel kind of down and bad and pessimistic and stuff. Exams in school hall? Not as cold as I thought. Seating arrangement? Sucked. Sitting in the second row, with Emily in front of me. Well, at least I'm not in the first row. The papers? I think everything was surprisingly fine. Considered that I actually studied with my best effort this year. Three long weeks without TV, computer and novels. How did I survive? It's a miracle. And everyday after a long day of studying and stuff, I come home and resist temptation of TV and stuff and studied. Studied Chem until I almost cried. Again. Sighs. Left a page blank during the abovementioned subject. I think it was 9 marks. Makes no diff to me anyway. Itll be a miracle if I passed anyway. I hope I dont flunk anything. If I do, I don't know. Makes no diff. Sighs. Have I really given up on life to this extent?

Been reading Wattpad this few days to keep my sanity. Ever since Chem exam ended. Exams seemed to have ended too. But didn't let that get the better of me. E. Math was a breeze as usual. Been walking down hill with Alina, Hilary, and well, people other than Zijun. I should really stop being such a loner. But sometimes socializing is just tiring, especially with a bunch of people that just teases you all the time. Sighs. There again with the sighs. Sigh. Okay. I think I really should stop.

Got knocked out at around 10 yesterday, early? Very. Didn't realy sleep well the past week and stuff and I'm glad I did get to sleep so well(: Wow. My first smiley of this post. Yipee. Excuse the sarcasm. Too much Wattpad story would rub off on you.

I want to read 'Only The Good Spy Young' so much! A Gallagher Girl novel. The series's really nice. I don't know why, it just attracts me in, nothing quite like my usual reads and stuff, but it's a nice change. Of course it is filled with action, romance and espionage. Okay. Maybe it is one of my usual reads.

Been troubled over stuff, unable to get good night sleeps. But yesterday, I was really so tired that I didn't even think of them. Yay.

Guess I should update on another day when I don't feel a sarcastic and pessimistic as today.

Now playing: Back To December by Taylor Swift.

P/S. Happy Birthday 綱♥
Oct 14 2010

back here where i first started

2010-09-17T14:26:00.003+08:00

hey bloggie.

missed me? well, i'm back. and i know i'll be gone so soon again.

i dont know. i just dont. seems like i can never do anything right, does that mean i'll be a failure for ever? i dont know. that's what's replaying in my mind. honestly speaking, i cant be helped if i'm like this, this is just the way i am. at least i'm better than i was in sec 1 right? i dont see why people cant be content. it's hard to change, and for me to have a little change is the big thing already, why cant you see that? BGRelationships dont make me cry. but the most simple thing of all, being friends with someone can turn out so fricking hard that i just want to burst, so, you know what. i give up on being nice to people, i'm just gonna be one simple thing, me. since that is what you think i always think about, i'll let you be right,

i dont know. i just dont. i give up. it isnt the first time this has happen, and scars never fade, it wouldnt go back to the way it was anymore.

2010-07-18T15:24:00.005+08:00

KATEKYOUSHI HITMAN REBORN

FLAME RUMBLE XX:

DECISIVE BATTLE

REAL SIX FUNERAL WREATHS.

O.M.G

HEY IF ANYONE WANNNA GET THIS IS FOR ME. I REALLY DONT MIND. AND ALOT OF PEOPLE OWES ME PRESENTS!!!

Hey Zijun. this is the post you want!!!!
Hmmmm what should i blog about? I DONT KNOW!! HEEHEEHEE

Was sick again. LOL. Real bad again): Shall post another day..

Lapse in time.

2010-07-04T21:06:00.013+08:00

Happy Forth of July to whoever that celebrates it. Well, i've got something to celebrate today.

CosFest IX!!

Heehee. Actually wasn't gonna go at all, because i wasn't allowed out. But miraculously my mum let me out!! Yay! Feel bad towards Han-nee though... She is stuck at home sick!! Get well soon dearie!

Spent some time at Buddy Hoagie's taking pictures with my new camera and showing ZIJUN how WONDERFUL i am at taking pictures and owning her, HAHAH. And then we went to COSFEST!

Saw LOTS of Cosplayers, but i was looking for only SOME Cosplayers HAHHAHA. TSUNA!

Shall stop talking, hahah, rusty from blogging! A picture speaks a thousand words and i've got tons!

Here are the fabulous pictures!

CardCaptor Sakura!

ZERO!

Kingdom Hearts guy.

Domo!

Bel and Fran!!!

PIKACHU~~~

HERE COME ALL THE TSUNA(s)!!!!!!!

BLUE AND RED! (s)

K-ON!!

KAWAII YUI!! ^^

pictures from Buddy Hoagies!
Trying out my new camera with ZIJUN. LOL

(fav picture of all the buddy pictures )

TSUNA!

Fruitful day today! (^-^)

Shall go try sleep now, but i wanna post this post at 10.27pm!

Three days to you-know-what day!

Dont wanna turn fifteen just yet.....

2010-06-07T19:28:00.002+08:00

hey, in taiwan now ^^

Yesterday on the plane, i read the last book of 天使街23號. i was laughing and crying on the plane. parts of the story were so funny, you would just laugh out loud, but the ending, it was heartwrenching, the main girl, stands in a triangle between two guys she like, in a stormy night at the beach. The way the book is written, it makes it just so hard. the girl doesnt choose, in the end. Because she really cant choose between them. It's just so sad, and just nice i was listening to A Perfectly Good Heart by Taylor Swift, the whole feeling was CRYCRYCRY.

Everything's nice in Taiwan, the weather is cooling, with breezes and sun. No rain, and the temperature isn't high at all. I cut my hair today, it's above my shoulder now, and my face looks small, cause the hair's blocking the view ^^ and i look like i'm 7 again. That's nice, only that i'm turning 15 in exactly 30 days!!

Congrats to Rain, for winning the Badass award at MTV Movie Awards...

AND...........

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON for winning 5 awards!! ^^

KStew took away Best Female, RPattz with Golbal Superstar and Best Male, the two of them with Best Kiss and New Moon took away Best Movie!!

Will blog the picture soon, but for now, I'm going to flip through the 100+ channels i have in Taiwan ^^

Cant wait to go shopping in Taipei and shopping with my couzie ♥

SMILE

2010-05-30T16:25:00.009+08:00

this post should be dated JUNE 5!

SMILE! :D

I'm back ^^ after a looooooong period of emo-ness. Woke up at 8! this morning, to download songs and to check on my MAPLE download! Failed ): but i redownloaded it, and poof! done in less than an hour. Then i watched KAICHOU WA MAID-SAMA then K-ON!! while waiting for KATEKYOUSHI HITMAN REBORN♥ OMG. NEXT WEEK'S EPISODE IS GOING TO BE SO COOL! and i wouldn't be able to watch it on time ): Target 188: PRIMO'S WILL. OMG. The way Primo said "G." to stop him was OMG.

Been in a screamy/squealy mood since the morning (: Had CUP NOODLES for lunch! Been so long since i ate one. OKAY! I SHALL DO A SUMMARY OF MY WEEK!

On 28th May, Zijun, Sihan (i typed ZiHan xP) and me went to CHINATOWN POINT. With one goal in mind. TO SHOP FOR ANIME ITEMS! THERE WAS A HELLO KITTY SHOP. Jun and Han had to pull me away. I got a Tsuna alarm clock (that i have yet to use 舍不得!) Zijun got a MARE and a HELL ring. Sihan got ALOT OF STUFF! Had lunch at Swensen's! Had fish and chips! HAHAHHA. ZIJUN paid almost the same amount for her pasta, but not as nice as mine xD Then we wanted to find a LAN and play AUDITION. Heehee. Went to People's Park or something, on the way there, a man gave Zijun this flyer, and it was a flyer for a LAN! We were LOL-ing. The LAN was cheap! $1.50 for an hour! HAHAH. Audi is FUN~~~

Basically, this whole week was spent with Zijun. Cos she will miss me when i leave for Taiwan tomorrow and she will be left in Singapore to stone. DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH! I CAN DO AUDI LEVEL 7 le! ^^ And i stalked EMILY's blog! Cause she posted all the things about JAPAN >.<

ZIJUN LET'S GO! I WANT THE FOOD AND THE SHOPPING!

Trended #LoveYaSS501 to the TOP! We went straight to No.2 yesterday, only afer #yoochunday. And up to Number 1! One day, Triple S will become like Cassies, or even better. We're on our way there already! ^^

I've enlightened on the fact of demerits and results. WHO CARES? I'll just do MY best, and that fantastic enough ^^

Going back to Taiwan tomorrow! Excited! I'll be cutting my hair short, as in really the short kind of short, not just shorter. I will post a picture if i can! Gonna miss 2 episodes of KHR, K-ON!! and Maid-Sama. SIGHS.

FEELING HYPER! I WANT PARAMORE TAP TRACKS! I WANT A NEW PHONE! I WANT THE SHORT SECOND LIFE OF BREE TANNER! I WANT VAMPIRE ACADEMY BOXSET! I WANT 一王九帅十二宫 3! I WANT AIRHEAD 3: RUNAWAY! I WANT someone to do my Chinese homework for me ):

32 days to my BIRTHDAY!! (totally hinting something)

I really haven't felt like this in a really long time, i feel relieved, like there's nothing to be worried about, i'm gonna make it stay that way. I dont want to stress myself out. For now, I'll just do my best and live my life. I'm a 14 year old girl, realllllllllllly shouldn't be stressed! I should have fun and enjoy life!

The above paragraph was basically just coming up with excuses NOT to study!

This feeling should last forever, nothing should destroy this feeling of pure joy.

remember to smile, like you've never smiled before

this post should be dated JUNE 5!

built up a world of magic

2010-05-22T16:01:00.010+08:00

Shopping is the only remedy sometimes.

love is stupid.

will i be happier in Neverland?

Peixuan says i only blog when i'm emo, or about TSUNA. And Lianne says i should blog more about my life. But my life is so boring, i doubt anyone wants to read it.

my life is so boring. I dont even want to live it. I wish i was allergic to something. Broke down in class yesterday.

Couldn't believe what she had done.
Couldn't take the answer.
Couldn't take the truth.

I'm tired. I cant take it anymore. I dont know what to do anymore.

But i'm not giving up. Too much effort have been done for me to give things up.

Nothing worse can possibly happen already.

Time to face the truth, i'll never be with you.

Wanted to post more. But i took too many "breaks" from the blogger page, all my inspirations are gone.

because your real life's a tragic

sorry

2010-05-15T17:01:00.000+08:00

love never fail.

not to live at all.

i love all of them♥

was sick for the past week, still am. but i'm okay now! kinda. hahaha.

I CANT BELIEVE THAT I MISS FOUR EXAMS.

AND I CANT BELIEVE I WANT TO TAKE THEM ASAP.

Actually, i can.

Everyone's exams are done and everyone can have fun now. Yet i still have Bio, Chem, EMath and HCL. I totally dont have the mood to study anymore. WOOHOO! Because out of the 3 days i stayed home, i spent 2 lying on my bed. Fever went up to as high as 39.5°C.

but NO NEED TO WORRY!

I'm already back to normal except a little sore throat and a little cough (:

Lalalalala. I'm bored. I miss school. Hahahahaha.

ZIJUN MUST BE DYING OF BOREDOM WITHOUT ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm dying of boredom at home too ):

Congrats toeveryone that finished your exams!

Can't wait for monday! School, exams and taking back scripts ^^

好想知道你的一百分會給怎樣的人。

2010-05-08T14:29:00.005+08:00

MYEs spell one word: "Death"

Somehow i only blog when i'm not very okay.

The heart does things for reasons that reason cannot understand.

ひとりでは何も出来ない僕だけど君を守りたいから

2010-04-29T18:04:00.002+08:00

一支茱萸可以代表勝利
也可以代表浪漫
一副面具可以遮蔽面容
也可以擋住真相
可是那悸動的心跳
究竟是為了誰

the Sky, Tsuna

2010-04-18T17:48:00.003+08:00

When you're a kid, you want to grow up.
When you're a teen, you want to be young.
When you're an adult, you'd kill to be a teen again.
When you're dying, you want to live again.

My life is made of dreams and love and uncertainty. But something i cant imagine must be hidden inside. "Even if it's a faint light now, the power of the Stars is one that continues to shine on its own" Each of us is a star, we all shine.

The Sky is the one that colors and engulfs everything and open to all things. The one to hold life together and create happiness.

天空不會放棄星星,而我相信我將會看到彩虹的美麗

I'll always be the one that lives to make you shine, without the sky, there is nothing at all. No sunshine, no moonlight. But with the sky alone, there would be no light, none at all. Without the weathers, nothing would live. So the Sky and all kinds of weathers all belong together. The Sky and the Star should always be together. Then why aren't we together?

My natural tendency to link everything to KHR.

the Sky knows no limit.

just one of those days.

2010-04-17T18:46:00.003+08:00

a war between your head and heart.

you will just fall, regardless

you're that one person

i just feel that way.

for me, it's usually a Taylor Swift.

Four Vongola Guardians you see when it rains.

Rain - Yamamoto.
Lightning - Lambo.
Storm - Gokudera.
Cloud - Hibari.

It was raining today again. There were so many lightning, that i was starting to get a little scared. Lightning gives off ozone gas, so it's good. But with lightning, thunder will be present. And i'm terrified of thunder :( I like rain. I hate thunder. Lightning comes with both. Rain and lightning are perfectly fine, awesome for me. But with them comes thunder.

That's like the theory of everything? For something good to happen. There's always gonna be a bad point to it.

I really want there to be someone who says "It's okay, i'm here, don't be afraid" when there's things that i'm scared of.

I guess it's the rain getting to me.

Talking to Anna made me feel nostalgic, happier and kinda sad at the same time, seeing how we've all distanced so much from each other. From talking every single day to not even one in three days. Despite being in different schools, she's the only meridian that i talked to the most since 2010. Used to sms or talk on the phone with her until i fell asleep, and now, it's like her handphone keypad's dead, so i barely sms her, and she's got people to talk to at night now . But regardless, she'll always be my best friend (:

that's the kind of person i am. I don't let go easily. i don't want or like to. but if you start distancing yourself from me, i'm totally fine with it. Just shows how unimportant i am to you. and I'll let you have your way. Gawd, i sound like a total bitch.

oh, here are the questions to the I LOVE CHRISTINE, SHE IS FAB contest.

1. My resolution is ..................
A. To be who i am.
B. To get even with XXXXXXX (multiple people)
C. To speak the truth to ......
D. To protect everyone i love.
E. AOTA

2. If i can sit, i don't stand.
If i can lie, i don't sit.
If i can eat, i don't sleep.
If i can sleep, i don't eat.

What am i referring to?

3. LAST QUESTION. Who's birthday falls on the August 24?
(Two answers for this question)

WAYS TO SUBMIT YOUR ANSWERS: TWITTER, SMS @ 8168**** OR TAG ME.
FORMATS TO SUBMIT ANSWERS:
1. CHRISTINE IS LOVE CONTEST answer to question 1 answer to question 2 answer to question 3 FULL NAME.

2. I THINK CHRISTINE IS FAB CONTEST answer to question 1 answer to question 2 answer to question 3 FULL NAME.

ALL ANSWERS MUST BE SUBMITTED BY 18 April, 8PM.

Attractive prizes to be won!

他的背影可能是他唯一的优点。;♥

Dammit, i miss you.

modern day Joan of Arc.

2010-04-10T21:02:00.006+08:00

adore the one that ignores.

i love heights, but i cant take falling.

you are the only exception. the forever number one.

i'm through with following the rules, i'm playing from my heart.

INFP

Usually gentle and kind, they are intense and passionate about their values and deeply held beliefs, which they share with trusted friends. Because of their discreet manner, their enthusiasm may not be apparent. They are sensitive to others' pain, restlessness or general discomfort and strive to find happiness, balance and wholeness for themselves in order to help others find joy, satisfaction and plenitude. They are deeply empathetic.

They live life in an intently personal fashion, acting on the belief that each person is unique and that social norms are to be respected only if they do not hinder personal development or expression. They strive to adhere to their own high personal moral standards and are particularly sensitive to inconsistencies in their environment between what is being said and what is being done. Empty promises of adhering to something they value – such as environmental causes or human rights - set off an inner alarm and they may transform themselves into modern day Joan of Arcs.

They are quietly persistent in raising awareness of cherished causes and often fight for the underdog in quiet or not-so-quiet ways. In a team, they will raise issues of integrity, authenticity, and good or bad, and may opt out if the team refuses to address the questions raised.

They are usually tolerant and open-minded, insightful, flexible and understanding. They live for the understanding of others and feel deeply grateful when someone takes the time to get to know them personally. They have good listening skills, are genuinely concerned, insightful, and usually avid readers. At their best, they inspire others to be themselves.

Some test that Coach Daniel said that is the "True" personality test.

I'm sorry, you're really too important for me to make those kind of mistake. I'm so so sorry. You're very important to me, and i'm sorry that i've hurt you.

April 10, 2010. Saturday.

Guess who is one of the two 最佳导览员. Yes, yours truly. (: Was nervous when it wasn't my turn, but once it was CHRISTINE'S AIRTIME, i was perfectly fine and myself again.

-I hyperventilated and tripped on the stairs when i was done talking to you. My heart couldn't stop pounding.

It was so embarrassing but i'm so glad i did it. Thanks to @takojun, @xoxorange and @hilary1995. I finally did it. (sort of) didn't get everything out, but i think it was enough. [I'm talking about the 导览员 thing and something that the above mentioned three knows about, they (sort of) have a link] I think that it went well. (:

i didn't get my words out, but i think that this is even better. Back to zero. That's the best, to me. Takoboss and Hilary both think that i should say more, but it would ruin it. This is fine enough, i'm pleased. I heard you. And i'm glad. TAKOYAMI's on her way to conquer her stage fright and the fright of talking in front of people. (Forging links between topics)

The past week was full of mistakes and I'm sorry to those i've hurt, especially Kokimi-chan (guess who, you know who you are), you're my VVVIF, dont be angry at me! Sorry.. I really want to make it up to you.

I think it was the stress of the 导览员 thing and the event today. For those who know what it is, good for you. Those who don't, it doesn't matter. I guess the stress have turned into emo-ness and they are seen on http://www.twitter.com/crystalmia77. I cant believe the amount of tweets that i've tweeted about dying, death or die. I dont want to go to 地狱 and see Zijun's 罗刹(恶鬼), you still have the paper?

Hurting those i love. Loving those that hurt. Why can't love be as simple as ABC and not as complicated as deoxyribonucleic acid.

i can finally walk away happily.

綱♥

Watashiwa Tsu-kun ga aishiteru ♥

2010-04-04T13:19:00.010+08:00

I'll Always Love You

i admit my guilt.

Hey people. Long time no post. Didnt feel like posting the post few, 22 days. The following picture would somewhat summarize how that 22 days have been.

Something that i feel seriously strong about,

and this, this is the most important, if i weren't this, i wouldn't be me.
Being

Being Fearless.

Fearless is saying goodbye to someone you can't breathe without - Taylor Swift

I have actually memorized all those Fearless quotes of Taylor. Didn't mean to, but i just read it over and over again, and slowly, i memorized it. Amazing. How funny, when i dont put my heart into it, the outcome's great. but when i actually try to study, the end result? Fail.

A few more days to that day. I would do what i said i would, but i dont know how. I was looking for that so eagerly, that i didn't even notice that it was right there in front of me.

I dont think i'll be updating this blog as much as i would last time.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. I HAVE TO POST THIS.

GIOTTO AND TSUNA♥.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

IN LOVE. TSUNA LOOKS SO CUTE >3333333333333333333333333333333333333 OMG. Want sad also cannot le. Don't Tsuna just look so super duper hot? *FanGirlMode*

Just remember what TAKOBOSS(JUN) said, "Like how Tsuna is your antidote, Sushi is mine. Hahaha. I'm so 贪吃." Of course not really what she said, word for word, i edited it to make her sound smarter xP but the 贪吃 part is really she say one! (:

"Leave me alone. I'm anti-social!" - Motto of the Tako Famiglia

Nothing without you ;♥

Ps; follow me at www.twitter.com/crystalmia77 to get more updates about my life, you won't get much from here. But take note of random Tsuna spammings xD
Pps; THE PRIMO FAMILY ARC♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-03-14T13:50:00.006+08:00

-Being in love gives you the power to do things you would never have had the courage to do otherwise. -Everwood
-First have faith in those around you, but most importantly always have faith in yourself! -Legally Blonde
-If love does not find me yet, friendship fills all the empty spaces. -@maipinkx
-No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true. -Cinderella
-You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser. You are what you make yourself be. -Lou Holtz

Five days have passed. Two days till we have to go back to school. Life cant get any better than this. The past few days were all about projects with 2 fun days with Zijun(:

I dont know. I really dont. You don't know what it's like to be like me.

it's you, it always have been.
when we grow up, our heart dies. let's not let that happen.
note to self: i still love you

random quotes.

[edit]
~~i might just put this blog on hiatus, feeling so uninspired and dead and emo now.~~

I decided i shouldnt be down or anything. Because i'm young, i'm not even 15 yet. I should have fun, be happy and stay cheerful. Because i know i dont suit a unhappy face. I should only SMILE.

but i hope i can

[/edit]

2010-03-14T13:37:00.003+08:00

i'm a dreamer again.

no one had taken it down fully yet.

fall hard

because you are in my heart ;♥

YAY. Sunday. One more week to ~~irritatingstupidannoyingdisgusting~~ little brother's 12th birthday. Finally, he will no longer be a kid, and i hope he stops behaving like one, seeing on how he snatched the TV from me. Hmph.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIM LIMBERLAKE!

LOL.

Daily quotes time(:

-Love and passion never go out of fashion. Don't leave it in the closet and wear it often.
-When i say "Oh, i'm fine...', i want someone to look me in the eye and say, "Ok, now tell the truth." (real talk)
-Don't stay in a relationship coz you think you can't do it alone. You have tremendous power. Just, follow love.
-When the heart cries, a true friend knows how to wipe the tears.
-Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can pretty much change your life forever. -Felicity

i really love @ihatequotes. whoever that's behind it is a Genius. and i just tweeted that.

OMG. I AM REALLLLLLLLLY BORED. REALLY REALLY REALLY BORED. I want to do homework, but nono of them seem to be worth my time. LOL. Nothing to do on the computer, but i just dont want to get off the comp. WHAT TO DO? I AM BORED. I know, i shall........... watch something...... like..... i dont know. hmmmmm..

Oh, going to AMaths remedial with Zijun and Alina tomorrow, but i'm just gonna sit right at the back and slack. I'm not even on the list for remedial, but since i have to do project with them tomorrow anyway, might as well go with them, and i will be the first to see Zijun (: heeheehee. I know something you people dont. HAHAHA.

I SHALL TRY TO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE NOW.

Best friends are with you the yesterday before the beginning and will be there until the tomorrow after forever. -Unknown

Best friends;♥

2010-03-13T16:26:00.007+08:00

i want to be remembered by you.

School's out! Scream and shout. But it's only for one week... Got back my results, cant say i'm happy, cant say i'm said, all i can say is, i need to work hard. If you people have been following my twitter you would know that Mr. XX, Form Teacher of AHS Class -J, had phoned my mother to tell her about my bad attitude and how i've gotten L1R5 22 for my Term One results. But yesterday, when I received my results, i cursed, because, I GOT 19. Maths = FAIL. And what a L.A.I.R. (Lame Ass Is Retarded). I dont know where that came from back, it seems perfect!

Let's see, Tuesday, what did i do on Tuesday, I DONT REMEMBER.
Okay, Wednesday, biology consultation and

random heart i made during science consultation. Yay (:

Oh, it was the day SAMSAM's class sold cookies(: SAM>>> they're edible ^^
Thursday, forgotten. LOL.

Friday(LAST DAY OF TERM ONE ^^v)
Idiotic day. CJY pissed me off once again. -.-

Before lessons started, i decided to clean my table, and PAMELA the Pamtardt helped me and Jun to clean it ^^x

My fantastically EMPTY table! with 2 TSUNA♥!

We had our last CHEM lesson with CHERLYN she's really a FAB teacher, and i seriously hope she becomes a teacher, oh, but by then i wouldnt be in AHS anymore.... ANYWAY, I think she teaches better than Mr Goh :X It's the truth!!

my note to Cherlyn
CHERLYN!

WOAH. PE was seriously INTERESTING :D First me and Jun were helping to massage Ruxin, in exchange for helping me do homework ^^v And then we went to Tower Hall to play. Me and Jun used the badminton rackets as light sabers. LOL. Then went back to stadium to be spontaneous class members to help in the captain's ball, ended up doing almost nothing. LOL. LIANNE ARH. Damn zai in evaporating when the ball comes. LOL. Anyway, Zijun thought that we should go defend, okay, we did, then this dark creature came up to me when i had the ball, and she was really weird... She was acting like a monkey, and disobeying the rules, and i heard she was from netball, interesting, a sports member not following rules of a sport. MEGA weirdness. Then someone told me her name was rachel,racheal, rachael or whatever. THE rachel that everyone hates apparently. LOL. So mean, but she call me a Bitch, so she deserves it. Anyway, was unhappy with her, so confronted her after PE, honestly, i dont see a big deal in it, i was just standing up for myself, and perhaps for those that hates her or she have offended before, oh well, decided to stop being Dumbo told me to and she looked like she was gonna cry. LOL. She's weird, that's all i've got to say.

So people, learn a lesson? Never offend me unless you are one of the following:
1. Taller
2. Stronger
3. Has more authority of me ( of course if i actually respect you )
than me, or you really shouldnt.
Quote a little from Tania..

I'm ready for a "catfight with the claws" anytime :D

Well, peeps. Enjoy this one week break with isn't technically one since the we have this thing call HOMEWORK D:

You're worth the wait ♥ - Amanda Bynes

2010-03-08T17:57:00.002+08:00

you're my perfection (:

went CRAZY with Zijun A.K.A @takoyami! after school today (: heehee ^^ watched Alice In Wonderland. It was cooooooooooooool!!! I've always love Anne Hathaway and Alice!

After the movie, we decided to go on a little adventure into the woods! Don't know why, but we just went ahead to do it! don't worry, we didn't fall in a rabbit hole like Alice did, but we did have a nice walk to the beach and sat at some benches to feel the nice ocean breeze (: We have our next next next next next next adventure decided! Haha, the two of us have too many things we want to do, but we have too little time, too little money, and everything ): anyone want to sponsor two little girls to fulfill their dreams? We really wouldn't mind(:

It's so hazy outside)): when the air gets bad. i tend to get sick )):

LOL. Suddenly realise that i'm blogging on a weekday! ben so long since i did this. HAHA

I remember why i wanted to blog, because when me and Jun were at the beach. I WAS THINKING, yes, i was thinking again. But this time, i have a more cheerful outlook on how things happened and why did they happen. Don't worry, i'll still happily live through this week and onto the next wonderful week with no school (:

Time for your daily dose of quotes (:

-We may love the wrong person, cry for the wrong reason. But 1 thing is sure, mistakes help us to find the RIGHT person.
-Life is a movie, let love play its role.
-Love, a form of amnesia when a girl forgets there are 1.2 billion other guys in the world.
-How you wish to fall in love, has a traffic light. You would know if you should go for it, slow down, or just stop.
-"I'M HAPPY FOR YOU" - thats the hardest lie you can say to a past someone who found a new person to love.
-I'm not like other girls, and I think that's where you made your first mistake.

Credit to @ihatequotes (:

I shall end my post with this one that I feel that it's so true.

The best accessory a girl can have is her best friend. -@ParisHilton

Embrace life, don't let people take it over.

I loved you then, i love you now, i'll love you forever

LOVE & JOY

2010-03-07T10:53:00.005+08:00

Yes, it's a T-Shirt.
Yes, it reads I ♥ TS.
Yes, TS refers to TSUNA and TAYLOR.
Lastly,
Yes. THE T-SHIRT'S MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Feeling so happy ^^

Must be because of SEEING TSUNA ON TV, DOUBLE KHR, ROMANCE NOVELS[X5], one short sms and one sms convo.

I shall update my blog with tweets (:

Felt really happy yesterday. I have TOTALLY zero idea why. But i think it must be because I finished FIVE romance novel in less than 36hours. So i was really feeling the LOVE. HAHAHAHA. If you are following me on twitter(which you should be) you would see all my tweets yesterday on LOVE.

-Feel the love. Share the love. Love the love #love
-Love for family. Love for friends. Love for you. Love for Love. It's all Love. #love
-LOVE makes the world go round (:

And you know what else is making me feel so happy?

Because.....

WE'RE INTO OUR LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL for term one at least.

Followed by another FABTASTIC WEEK. WITH Z-E-R-O SCHOOL!

天使街23号,1王9帅12宫. 2 SERIES of books. Yes they are Chinese. It's kinda hard to explain.. But 天使街23号 is the series before 1王9帅12宫. And 1王9帅12宫 is still ongoing.

i think i started feeling high when I listened to High School Musical by High School Musical Cast LOL.
I like this line

We learnt to fly, together side by side. And we shall continue to fly together :)

Heh. This must be a pretty random post. And I'm so sorry for not updating often! I promise to update EVERYDAY during the March Holidays!

I LOVE YOU!

It's LOVE that makes me go on

Ps; Happy belated Birthday QINGYUN!!! <3
Pps; Happy Birthday Peixuan!

(:

2010-02-28T14:09:00.004+08:00

and it makes it so impossible to let go

NO TIME NO BLOG!
and i'm blogging for ALINA today (:
she seems SO eager to read my posts. MWAHAHAHAHA. LOL.

Taylor Allison Swift.
New album this year!! 2008's was Fearless. What about 2010? I cant wait (:
she's just so pretty and my ultimate number 1 role model/idol.
Now Listening to: You Belong With Me.
I know that one day, you'll realise what you've lost. But when that day come, my real prince would be with me (:

As a child, Love is really simple. It's just being happy. But as we grow, we do become more demanding, and as that happens, love becomes more and more complicated. That's why I'm gonna bring back the true meaning of LOVE, by just being happy (:

Life shouldn't all gloomy and everything. Life should be happy. Life should be worth living.

Letting go doesn't mean giving up

2010-02-21T12:23:00.004+08:00

1. OMG. SO CUTE!!
2. IRRITATED.
3. I REALLY DONT CARE/I DONT REALLY CARE

LOL. Okay. I dont know what to type so i just typed that.

Let's see. One week has passed, and alot of things really happened. Things had changed and gotten better and worse. But on the whole, nothing much had changed, because regardless of anything, i'm still me. But that still doesnt explain why you did that, why i did that, why so many things happened on that day, i acted so irrationally and was so bad to you. I'm sorry. Now i understand, you've moved on. And i will too, move on completely. But i'll forget the feelings, keep the memories and move on. I have better friends now, and you are not the best, not anymore. At least i walked out on you, and not the other way round.

But you're still important to me.

Speaking of memories, i've been re-watching CardCaptor Sakura, I used to watch it all the time when i was young, and i had the star wand, key and i still have the cards! Okay, i think i've tweeted all those before, so if i dont post for a long time, check my twitter. Anyway, i was watching CCS yesterday, and i kept thinking that i have watched a certain episode before, but i just dont recall, like i've forgotten about it. After that, i tried really hard to remember what i have forgotten, but i just cant remember How weird is that? I do feel that i've forgotten something, but i really cannot remember.
Oh wells.

Sometimes i just feel that Facebook is created to hurt people. It just always show me things i dont want to see. The fact that when someone posts pictures, we'll see them, and that sucks. 'Cause i dont want to see the pictures of all of you. But at the same time, i love all the fan pages, because they're all so real and so fitting to my life.

Random fact. I started my twitter account on [2009-07-27 07:40:02] and it's been only 7 months+ but i already have 8041 tweets. YAY ^^v

A certain MOOMOO did this to me on Wednesday. And it was like bleeding and everything. Now still got scar... )))): SHE's really a cat. -.- Use nails can still can scratch until like this. Sobs )): Stupid cowgirl. BLEH.

Okay. i suddenly realise this post is very random. LOL. Come to think of it. Not planning anything and just doing it, is really fun.

OH. ZIJUN>> YOU GOT 3.5/20 RIGHT? THAT's 17.5/100. I got 7/25 for chem, and that's 28/100. I STILL OWN YOU. LOLOLOL

Secret love, are you there? Will you answer my prayer?

speechless

2010-02-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

you left me speechless.

this post wasn't this short, but it was inappropriate to post.

Went crazy with Zijun again. I will seriously be able to lose a lot of weight just by laughing with her. LOL.

Tuition was deh. You know what, i don't care if you still hate me or not, at least i know i apologized, and tried to make things better, so it's your problem for hating me now. I DON'T CARE. I might never go back again, so it doesn't really matter whether you like me or not. 3 years of hatred, you're really good.

to be honest with you, sometimes i really do not understand what wrong with everyone around me. i've always been me, no one else, i've never been any more different than who i was when i came into AHS, if not better. everyone's fine with what i am not, i dont know what do you expect of me. i dont want hatred in my life, but you're injecting so much of it into my life now. i dont know what to do. you must understand that i'm not all that good at observing my surroundings.

Two nightmares last night. WOW. the first one not many people would consider it as a nightmare, but it's really scary for me, in a sense that it's the worst thing that can happen to me now, because it will hurt me even more, but you all dont understand, i know you know me well, but it's really too complicated.

then on the bus ride home from tuition, i suddenly felt that life was so great, everything is so nice, so i decided that i shouldnt give up, cause there's always 1% chance in everything, not everything is 100%. because nobody's perfect. there will ALWAYS be one flaw in everything.

oh, selling almond cereal chocolates with Meiting and Sihan. so many negative remarks from people.. so heartbroken, even to say that you guys are my almost best friends, some kind of support, thanks.
dont mind the sarcasm there, not in a very good mood now, thanks again.

"砰,我的心碎了"

Ps; you're being mean by saying all that, they're my friends and you sort of spoiled the whole "i'm so happy, there's still hope" feeling for me.

thanks, seriously thanks, why are all the people kp-ing me today. -.- tuition and school. be thankful i didnt blow up at any of you today. but be warned, i'm sure iwouldnt be in a good mood tomorrow, considering the homework left to be done. thus, the push back of my bedtime.

ONE MONTH GONE.

2010-01-31T12:41:00.002+08:00

-candid by addycherry

it's 31st January. One month of 2010 is over. feels like 2010 will be a quick year. it doesnt even seem like a month to me...

February. 28 days. another short month.

reallllllly dont know what to post....

Okay, i know one. 6 months to Anna's birthday! YAY!

update later (maybe)

starting to feel better

2010-01-30T19:08:00.003+08:00

lemme see, when's my last post? Tuesday, okay, i shall start with Wednesday
-this is so totally not the way i post. so, here goes the real me/

life goes on, even when you dont want it to. even when it sucks and cant seem to get any better. but the true fact is, it will, as long as you allow it to go on, and if you move on. so life's actually just about moving on, and then go on. no point staying in one point of your life.

i will i could do that.

i hope when my life goes on, you would be a part of it.

Ps; Saturday today (:

2010-01-26T19:52:00.006+08:00

are you a little mermaid?

sorry for this extremely short post, but i'm not in the best kind of mood to post.

On the surface my life might look like it's going great. But you don't want to look beneath the surface.

This morning very unhappy. LOL. Can go ask Zijun, i sort of scolded/swore at whoever that did a teeeny bit of wrong thing, like the civil defence (?) people sitting on the steps to the cab stand, or the people staring at me on the MRT. LOL.
Anyway, went to TM with Han-nee and Meiting today. Went to get BOYSLIKEGIRLS concert flyers, sighs): and also to check out the Toys 'R' Us machines.... Saw the KHR one!! It's not the box one anymore, but it's mini figurines, but that's good!! So after shaking Han-nee's lucky hand, i got Tsuna's with only one try!! and when i saw that, i screamed. xP typical me. oh, walk down the hill with Dumbo, MT, Han-nee, YT, YH and 2 of their friends, anyway, both of them like KHR! YAY! Okay..... LOLOLOLOL.

do you know that even i've said i've given up trying to get an answer from you, it doesnt mean i'm giving up on giving it a chance.

PS; BOYSLIKEGIRLS CONCERT. ANYONE GOING?????

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAE JOONG!

saturday is anime/manga day

2010-01-23T13:33:00.002+08:00

I was tweeting last night, as usual, then i suddenly thought of something, then realised that ALOT of people wouldnt understand my reasons for liking the number 27 or the alphabets TS. "I think those that don't know me well will think i'm crazy and would misinterpret everything i say" my tweet from last night. Then i realised i had this quote in my computer, so i decided that i would post this today. Well, if you want to see the continuation of my yesterday's post, please refer to www.twitter.com/crystalmia77!

Watched Target 168 of KHR and read Chapter 125 of GA. OMG. WHY SO SHORT?? I finished the whole chapter in less than 10 mins. I'm so sad ): why all the manga/anime i watch so short and only comes out once a week or have no fixed timing ): Wanted to watch Hope For Haiti fundraising show, cos Taylor Swift and other stars are going on it. I went to see what time it would be in Singapore time, 9am or 11am. I woke up at 10.30am, after a longgggggggggggg 13 hours of sleep! [ 13!!! ] And i think after the good night's sleep, my left eye has recovered! YAY!! And i'm sure feeling extra energetic now! So anyways, on the TV to see that the show started at 9, then gave up on trying to watch it, my brother was hogging the remote, so i went to bath and washed my hair^^ i just LOVE washing my hair. A thing that most wouldnt understand and i dont really want to explain my love for nice, shiny, smooth hair that is absolutely pretty^^ And how my hair would curl naturally when i dont blow dry it, and how i adore that kind of hair. Okay, i said i wouldnt elaborate on thatm but i couldnt stop myself xP People would think i'm zilian or bimbo-tic, BUT THAT'S JUST THE WAY I AM. That totally suits the main idea of the post. Yes, the point of this post is tell everyone to just get used to this sort of CHRISTINE. Cause i will never change myself to make people like me again, this is just the way i am, and this is how i will be. So to some people, you can just stop trying to make me change or whatsoever, because you might actually be worse than me.

Another Saturday morning's gone, another week to go, another week that i have to stay alive.

i like me the way i am ^^

friends♥;

2010-01-22T19:24:00.005+08:00

i love being with my friends. ♥

today, i went to school. it sucked. school is really meaningless when you are in a school that cares too much about your appearance, and not your inner image. and it will be even worse if you have a ~~stupid~~ form teacher and he has already blacklisted you and your good friends. if your lessons are boring, you are really unlucky. Physical Education, it's suppose for you to keep fit and stay healthy, and not letting you run like crazy and do some kind of wushu thing that is really ~~crap~~

-took off my earphones and heard my mum commending me and scolding my bro! yay me!-

have to cut off here, update more tmr.

a short summary of my day.

out with @addycherry and JUN. Went crazy with zijun and had a great afternoon!

it's great to have friends that loves you, who needs guys?

Ps; happy 15th Darren! see, i'm a good friend(: though i'm sure you wouldnt see this

Pps; what was i worrying about? i dont understand...

be my romeo

2010-01-21T20:13:00.002+08:00

went to @DarnedNoob's house today. Was gonna watch Alvin and the Chipmunks: the Squeal-quel! but instead, we played the computer, Blind Mice, Pig and the keyboard. okay, it was really random, but i really had a great time. then my mum called and so i had to go home. -.- and she just came in to scold me, cos my brother tell me go online chat with him, but he isnt supposed to use the comp. what's the theory? he told me he can use, i didnt know, then i get scolded. -.- stupid.

opps. i was typing halfway, then i suddenly decided to go to @loveoxide's facebookpage and become a fan of all the pages that fits me. ones that dont --- I HATE MATHS... etc... i'll be right back to continue typing xp

back (:

my left eye has this thing, that make my eye swollen ): it was the right eye last time, now it's the left. just GREAT. daddy's having friends over = no TV, more computer. YAY! and i just got my first 2 angbaos of the year! YAY!

walked in the rain today, remember those days when we're younger? we had so much fun in the rain, and i saw two of that bus couldnt help but turn to see. sighs

trying hard to let go. but i'm refusing to forget or lose hope

land among the stars;

2010-01-19T19:04:00.005+08:00

dont be afraid to aim for what you want. even if you dont get it, you might get a surprise that's not bad too!! ^^

Already Gone.
thanks @addycherry for the recommendation!

[edit]
when going home with CrazyChoc today, it was raining heavily, like seriously, but the sun was out and the view was really pretty! then on the bus, i sit the window seat, then the sun shone in, after the rain, the road was so sparkly and pretty. I now learn that we have to be more optimistic in life, cos after a heavy rain, the Sun will shine brightly, and a rainbow would appear. You just have to suffer for that little bit of time, then everything would be better.

Feeling accomplished cause i'm doing my geography homework. NEAT & NICELY!!
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Ps; sometimes i really want to give up, but whenever i look at my friends, they all show me that shining bright smile, that makes me have hope about life.

Pps; I HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS NOT REPLYING SMSES/TWEETS/TAGS. AND I MISS HER!!!!!!!! ANNA~~~~~~~~~

just realised i could call her. xD

i saw him today;

2010-01-16T18:41:00.002+08:00

the second i saw you today. i knew my life isn't a love story. In love stories, when the prince and princess sees each other. Everything pauses, freezes. Stop at the moment when the eyes meet. But for me? He just walked away. Almost as if he didnt see me at all. We were going to dinner then. I was so silent, even my brother felt something was wrong with me. On the walk back, i just walked and walked and walked, not bothering to walk with my family. Just on and on and on. My heart was feeling so heavy. Then when i reached home, i did an even more childish thing, hide in my bathroom and cry but not many tears came out. I was scolding myself for what happened on Wednesday. The start of the nightmare.

A little before i saw him, i saw the bus he takes to school, i was think, "Will I see him?" I totally regret thinking that, i only got myself hurt, cause this time, what i wanted to happen, had to happen. Normally, i'm so unlucky, that i'm lucky enough not to have all those things happen. But it had too be today. Look at the close proximity that bad things happen to me. I should have never thought of him, after then.

-my stomach aches now. just as my heart is-

Today was suppose to change everything. Today is Saturday. Today is a new episode of KHR. But why, why did you have to ruin it? It's not your fault, it's mine.

No one could ever die at the sight of someone. But i wanted to, when i saw you.

a story that ended before it even began

then, the whole world stopped;

2010-01-15T18:53:00.003+08:00

and not just today. make it this week.

hard to summarize everything. but the conclusion would just be, the first 2 weeks of 2010/Sec 3 were bad.

From Wed on, everything went downhill, i think i covered it up pretty well, but today, i just broke down

I really cant stand both my form teachers now....

UGH. I'm sorry, not in a mood to post. maybe tomorrow, Saturday(: it's so much easier to smile online

Aderline, i know how you feel, i have felt the same way before, and know that i'll be here for you okay? dont cry anymore, you're so pretty, and you dont look so pretty when you cry ):
加油!你要知道我是一定会在你身后支持你的!!
Ader Cher, I LOVE YOU♥ smile okay? (:

Being there for those who need me. maybe that's why i'm here, so maybe i'll never do anything great, but i can just change the world by helping those around me, and just by being there for everyone. if that's why i'm for, i'll gladly do that.

but who would be there for me?

i hate you for being you. i hate me for remembering. i hate everything.

twitter's sick ):

2010-01-12T19:20:00.006+08:00

WHAT'S WRONG WITH TWITTER?

I’m kinda happy and angry at the same time at twitter. Last night, before i signed off, i had 5900 tweets today, i logged on, i had 11838 tweets. SO WEIRD! and thus i missed my 7777 and 7727 and 10000th tweet!! OMG. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT’S WRONG? Yes, i tweet ALOT. but not to that extent to tweet 6000tweets in less than a day right?

UGH.

school was UGH. Pengzhi's really pissing me off. Stop catching myour uniform, hair or ANYTHING ELSE. I actually thought you were very nice. I WAS WRONG. YOU ARE SO FRICKING ANNOYING!!!!!!!! UGH. Photo taking for IC today. SCREWED UP!

hmmmmmmmmm. i forgot what i wanna say, OMG. What's happening to me? been forgetting what i want to say this few days, but I'm remembering OTHER THINGS BETTER. ZOMG.

actually gonna go to IKEA with Dumbo AND Dummy, but since i refused to pay for half of Dumbo's cab fares, she didn't come )):

gonna TRY to read animal farm now :X

it can never be the way i loved you; ♥

#nowplaying: The Way I Loved You - Selena Gomez ♥

[edit]

ANDANDAND DO YOU KNOW WHAT DID PENGZHI DO TO MY DEAREST DUMBO?

he go and scold her for no reason eh!!! At morning assembly, cause got jam, so she was a little late, but she wasn't! she sat down before the bell rang!! zzzz. then chinese lesson wanted to scold her for being the first in class to never hand in work. (after making me stand in front of the class and very nicely scolding my uniform) HE BROUGHT GREEN FORMS TO CLASS. then you all know I'm the kind that cant take it when my friends get scolded, so i said, “但是老师你叫诗蕾重新写一遍” then he say '是吗?' then most of us said 'ya' So he's got nothing to say. SERVE YOU RIGHT asshole HAHAHA. OWNED BY STUDENTS. OH. and then he kept constantly picking on poor dumbo ): I'm gonna kp pengzhi for the rest of the year, smartly. so i wouldn't be scolded. heh. i'm good in that area!

just now at Ikea, so lame malay guy told me to move away so he can pass, i did, then i moved back to stand next to Zijun, then his wife or some old grandmother of his -.- go and tell me to move away again when there was so much space -.- lamer. anyway, sort of quarreled with her and gave her a look. then she said she wanted to complain to the school. i sort of said "whatever, like i care *rolls eye*" she doesnt even know what school we goes to our my name or whatsoever. TRY COMPLAINING. like I'll care. and, I'll gladly hunt you down (: do not underestimate me.

well, sort of made a bad name for the school but it isnt the first time xp

I HATE PENGZHI AND THAT MALAY OLD AHMA

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HELLOKITTY!♥

2010-01-10T12:05:00.004+08:00

WARNING : ANOTHER PINK POST!!

Hello Kitty Camera [ ]
Hello Kitty Phone [ ]
Hello Kitty MP3 [X]
Hello Kitty Doll [X]
Hello Kitty Blanket [X]
Hello Kitty Towel [X]
Hello Kitty Chopsticks [X]
Hello Kitty Cup [X]
Hello Kitty Curtain [X]
Hello Kitty Spoon [X]
Hello Kitty Bag [X]
Hello Kitty Necklace [X]
Hello Kitty Bracelet [X]
Hello Kitty BOX! [X]

i do have ALOT ALOT ALOT more!!!

This morning, i was combing my hair near my window, then i looked into the mirror to check whether it was neat, then i realised, i have really nice eyes I mean like my eyes are brown, with a black rim. It's really pretty, and my eyes arent really small, i mean like, if i open my eyes fully! And though my eyelashes are short, but they are very black!
And my hair's perfect! I always wanted to dye my hair, but then i realised today, my hair's great the way it is now! Cos it's quite black out of the sun, and it's a very dark kind of brown in the sun.

Notice how my features are nicer in the sun? that means i have to go out into the sun more!! be more energetic and healthy! heehee

i would never change ^^

i'm perfect the way i am

PINK♥

2010-01-09T12:35:00.009+08:00

the dress has totally nothing to do with my post xP except it's pretty in pink/

So, i was walking around my house this morning, then i went to my bathroom and teased my hair. ANYWAY. (those had totally nothing to do with this post) I saw how PINK my bathroom is.

I have
-TWO SHAMPOO BOTTLES THAT'S PINK
-ONE CONDITIONER WITH A PINK BOTTLE
-TWO PINK STRAWBERRY FLAVOURED SHOWER GEL
-ONE DARK CHERRY(PINK) SHOWER GEL
-A PINK TOOTHBRUSH
-A PINK TOOTHBRUSH HOLDER/BOX
-A PINK HAND SOAP
-A HELLO KITTY SPONGE
-A HELLO KITTY TOWEL LIKE THING THAT EXFOLIATES
-A HELLO KITTY BATH TOWEL
-A PINK TOWEL FOR MY HAIR
-ANOTHER PINK BATH TOWEL
-A PINK FACE TOWEL
-A PINK TOLIET SEAT

PINK RULES MY WORLD. i wonder why i have SO MANY towels.... well, i shouldnt get started on my room xD

ANYWAY. this just shows how much i love PINK ♥

KHR Target 166 today. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i'll admit, i'm being so cheerful because today's SATURDAY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i think i'm really pretty. i dont need to care about what other people say about me (: i have a really pretty smile, so I MUST SMILE MORE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD No more sad Christine!! (:

today, i have also decided, what would i want to go on a diet for? i'm in the PINK of health!! and also, to stop being a shopaholic is impossible for me, so why even try, i'm highly dependable on retail therapy. YES. this week i've been trying to stop spending so much money, and didnt buy alot of this = no retail therapy = sad Christine!!! so i must SHOP MORE !!!!!!

self realization: Christine should smile more, shop more(not so much, like spending $97 on makeup), have more PINK things (:

happy me ^^

Ps; Target 166 was KWET! new ending! Tsuna looks really like a mafia boss now!!

[edit]
i think my ELEVEN hours of sleep has made me really energetic, and my panda eyes are gone! YAY FOR SLEEEEP♥!!

Pps; i LOVE Saturdays. THE BEST DAYS EVER

Just remembered, mummy said that she doesnt want to buy new clothes for me this new year, cause she cleaned out one whole pile of clothes for me.
Fine. Mum, i really like that bag!

Ppps; edited this post for the 4th time xP

one week gone.

2010-01-08T17:01:00.002+08:00

pretty picture (:

one week's gone. it's really time to grow up. that's what i was think of on the way home. yes, i do miss the sec 2 life. but i realize that i'm not missing 2K the CLASS i'm missing the PEOPLE 3J is a little too quiet for me. Hopefully the people would warm up and start being as noisy as 2K was? heh. i dont think so. but honestly, i really miss the noises

from today on, i will learn
-to accept that 3J would never be as noisy as 2K
-that i'm Sec 3, need to study!!
-that PE will never be the same again.

the most difficult thing.
-not to think of 2K so much.

BUT.
i will never forget 2K.

finally having KHR tomorrow (: THANK GOODNESS. without it, my week was demoralizing and sad ):

the cheerful me?

pain;

2010-01-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

nobody wants pain.
nobody wants to lose faith.
nobody wants to lose theirselves.

neither do I.

@addycherry/Aderline/Carter's fifteen birthday today! Happy Birthday! Song to you: Fifteen by Taylor Swift

Cotton Candy and New York(squared)

2010-01-05T19:06:00.007+08:00

yes. i forced Chili to go to New York New York with me cause i was hungry. So we forsake Sherlock Holmes.

Another stupid day of school. ugh. i really really hate school ): especially without the girls ))):

I ♥ Cotton Candy

really nice right?

couple notebook with Chili!

what would a day of mine be without Tsuna♥

omg. i'm always making myself feel like this. no matter about what. but it's your fault. i wouldnt talk about it today.

sorry to Chili/Choc/Zijun. sorry. no longer Dummy (: should've never introduced you to GA. Natsume's already @loveoxide a.k.a. Han-nee's. HAHAHAH. stick to stupid broccoli monster. sorry about the phone. i promise i would touch it again(when we're eating, unless you tell me to) okay?

BTW. Zijun's Chili and I'm Ketchup. (: we match. xp cos i love ketchup and she love chili.

kinda angry at both of you. dont fight please.

poor Dumbo. She's hurt ): i missed you in school )):

first day.

2010-01-04T17:11:00.003+08:00

but i dont want to. 2009 can be one of my best years ever.

today was the first day of school. so unproductive and what a waste of time? went to 3K in the morning for Han-nee, Ader and Cullen. I almost felt like crying when me and Alina went back to our class. a different class from them. the clique is like separated into 2 floors, into 4 classes. and it's so sad. but Dummy is with me, but Donut's in 3K ):

THIS IS SO SAD. T_T

then at the bank there was this idiotic bloody effing bastard with a huge stomach that kept irritating me by standing so close to me and my mum into the queue and quarreling so loudly with this china woman about housing loans.
WHY DONT YOU TWO JUST BREAK UP. -.-
while boarding the bus. the effing secondary school malay couple that cut theq queue. and obviously they didnt queue. so considering i was already pissed after the bank incident. i went to tell them to queue. the bloody guy said they did. i said.
I SAW YOU TWO QUEUING THE WRONG LINE.
since my mummy there, i couldnt say anything else.
when i was walking home after going to buy some stuff from the food court. this bloody malay loser gl sec 1 from a loser school went to PURPOSELY stop in front of me. he's unlucky. OF COURSE i will explode after THREE events. So i told him if he didnt move, i'll kick him. he didnt move. i warned him again. he didnt fricking move, so i pushed him real hard, and he kinda fell :D didnt want to dirty my shoe by kicking a dirty person.

I'm not racist. I am just pissed

then i came home and rant to my mum, dad and brother. my dad said to my brother. " dont ever make your sister angry"

Thanks to three irritating people, i cannot calmly blog about the outing with Ader, Cullen, Meiting, Han-nee, Dumbo and Dummy....

but i sort of calmed down after reading a chapter of Gakuen Alice! (: and it was touching, and i felt like crying....

today was near perfect.

last post of 2009

2009-12-31T15:59:00.003+08:00

it's 4.18pm when i started this post. so there's only 7hours, 41minutes and 59 till 2009 ends.

feeling all sad now. because. once it hit 12 midnight. it wouldn't be 2009 anymore. it would be 2010. and I'll no longer be a secondary 2 student. and my class wouldn't be #2k09.

Alina. We're really what people call worst enemies turn best friends eh? at least I'll have someone like you in my class next year. but it would never be the same next year. without

Sihan. My anime buddy and Twitter sister. all your blur-ness just cheers me up every time, and I'm sorry for being mean to you during the start of the year, and making you cry. I'm sorry. and I'm really lucky to have a sister like you.

Aderline. all the D&T moments and the chats. I'm gonna miss you so much next year. you're be a great hairdresser Carter!

Weiling. the little Cullen Mushroom. all the times we swooned over Edward Cullen, I'm gonna miss that. since there wouldn't be another Twihard girl in my class next year.

Meiting. I'm gonna miss highing with you!!! JYJY on your road to Fashion Design! I'll be a hardcore supporter of your line!! and BUY BUY BUY :D

Andrew. the Know It All of our clique. thanks for all those twitter checking times. and I'm gonna miss the sarcastic comments you make when we're being girls.

That's the clique♥ that i love, and will miss with all my heart when we're separated next year. but we'll always be sisters and brother.

2K'09. though the starting was a little rough, i'm glad we got along in the end. at least most of us. I'm glad i made a mistake in my choosing and came to AHS. or I'll never have such a great time this year. We laughed till we cried. We cried because of things. But most importantly, we did them together. So it doesn't hurt so bad. And I'll make a little promise here. I'll forget all the bad things and the bad time. But I'll never forget the class.

and #in2010, i will study better, have better hair. Get a better phone. Make more friends. Try to be smarter. Not to be so gullible. And be stronger and not break so easily. Learn to love the right people. I'll try to stop being such a shopaholic. TRY

Someday we'll be looking back, all the memories we have - Sharpay

Ps; having a irritating runny nose since morning ):
Pps; I wasn't lying when i typed this post, everything is the truth.
Ppps; it's 5.16pm now.
Pppps; only 6 hours, 43 minutes and 59 seconds more

2009-12-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD. xP

cos my grandmother and my relatives came to Singapore...

Only going back tomorrow ):

went to night safari, bird park, Sentosa, loads of places. AND AND AND Resort World's ALMOST done! There's a pretty castle :D

having no content to post.

@loveoxide and Dummy are back :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-25T17:54:00.009+08:00

MERRY

CHRISTMAS!

Merry Christmas all my dearies (:

and today officially means that we have only 6 days till the end of 2009!

and 193 days to my birthday. xP

oooh. i just decided that i will post a special New Year's Eve post. Summarizing my 2009!

Ps; i've finally getting better at typing Christmas and not Christine (:

you wouldnt fool me again.

Christmas Eve

2009-12-24T17:28:00.004+08:00

Bride Wars.

it's Christmas Eve. and it also means that there's only a week left for 2009. WOW. 365 - 7 = 358 days gone from my life! not really in the festive mood this year. i don't know why. Is it because of HBO, who hasn't been showing the Home Alone movies. and it really doesn't feel like Christmas with them. Or what's the reason for this feeling? Just saw this Tumblr post from Cheskaverse a.k.a. Anna.

girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. if a guy punches you, he likes you. never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we’re told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs.

how to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future.

maybe the happy ending is… just… moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

that's what girls are taught. though i'd like to keep believe in the classical happy ending.

Sorry for such a mood on Christmas Eve. I promise a cheerful post on Christmas!

1 day to Christmas. 2 days to #TVXQ day. 194 days to 07.07

3J'10

2009-12-23T14:49:00.004+08:00

Class allocation's out. What can i say. I'm loving it (: Dumbo + Dummy! Hilary too! Hannah and Joscelin too!

THREE CHEERS TO 3J'10!

2 more FABTASTIC years with Dumbo♥ and Dummy♥. I'm a lucky girl (:

i wouldnt be sad over stupid people like them anymore (:

2 days to Christmas ♥

Valentine's Day

2009-12-21T21:42:00.003+08:00

just look at the cast and it'sa must see movie. after He's just not that into you. Taylor Swift AND Taylor Lautner as a couple. Emma Roberts. Anne Hathaway. Enough said.

i have nothing to post about my boring life.

i'll admit that i was running away. i dont want to see or talk to people like them.

Christmas. 3 days.

2009-12-21T13:24:00.006+08:00

Everythings cool, yeah
Its all gonna be okay, yeah
And I dont know maybe I'll even laught about it someday.
But not today, no
Cause I dont feel so good
Im tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

not in a mood to blog.

going shopping, hope it cheers me up

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the shopping trip. it was - . no comment. though i have decided that i will go back to buy that TopShop dress that TS wore before.

shall blog with content. last day, i was wiki-ing Taylor Swift. and then i realised that she would ccapitalise some letters in a song, and it'll make out a special message. and i did that, i tried to decode them.

-and i just realised it was on wikipedia itself. i checked her Taylor Swift album, not the Fearless one.

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4 days to Christmas, 3 years to Doomsday

2009-12-20T13:35:00.003+08:00

you are the thunder and i am the lightning.

not in a mood to talk/socialize or anything else. i want to be left alone for a change

gone

2009-12-19T20:36:00.004+08:00

Went to see the Orchard decors today(:

Pretty right? Christmas trees of Ferrero Rochers and Haagen Daz. If only they are real and eatable.

Facebook is disappointing. The pictures will become so stupid colour. Bleh.

I've decided that it's a good thing. I dont have to get another heartbreaking moment.

6 days to Christmas! and exactly 5 months to @loveoxide's birthday! (:

C'est La Vie

100TH POST!

2009-12-18T12:59:00.007+08:00

MY 100TH POST!

there's alot to celebrate today!

First, a good news to all AHS students.

Dear AHS Stakeholders,

Let us welcome Mr Tai Seng Chong who has been appointed as Vice-Principal (Administration) with effect from 15 December to the AHS family.

We would also like to bid a warm farewell to our Vice-Principal (Academic), Ms Cheong May Lan who has been posted to Crescent Girls’ School as Vice-Principal with effect from 15 December. Good luck and all the best to her.

byebye Cheong May Lan! Poor girls in Cresent Girls', dont know what's been cast on them. Mwahahaha. I feel so happy now!

Wow. At first still kinda blehh today. cos of farewell and still NOT seeing a friend invite, but now.

:D:D:D:D:D

shall update more later ^^

[edit]
I'm back (:

had a few moments today when i felt ): again. but it's kinda hard when i see Teenage on the stands xp what am i going to post about... hmmm... i dont know xp

One week to Christmas!

Orchard tomorrow with the girls (: retail therapy, here i come

throw back all the sad memories. i'm gonna bring the best with me forever

ouch

2009-12-17T11:30:00.003+08:00

is this why i had to see that line and click the name?

I hate Facebook. I hate the new feed. I want the old feed back. I dont want to see who my friends made friends with. I dont ever want to see his name ever again. When i was just scrolling down the page. I saw some people that made new friends. But when i saw it clearly and i was so stupid to actually click the name. I couldnt breathe, my heart started to beat faster and faster and it was like i could hear my heart in my head. I didnt like that. Ugh. Disgusted by myself. I cant believe I want to cry. I'm not at all that weak. Last night, i did the most stupid thing again. cry myself to sleep. just because of some words. but when it comes from someone important and means alot to you, it hurts way more than it should.

ugh. no one is updating facebook, i can still see the horrible line ): having goosebumps because of it ):

i should be updating later in the day with more cheerful things, i hope.

8 days to Christmas

i hate knowing you

TAP TAP MADNESS

2009-12-16T20:46:00.008+08:00

went studying with Zijun! Very progressive! Did homework! *expecting a tag to rebut this from Zijun*

Played with her super nice iPhone(: and now i have one in my house too! mummy got it. but she knows that i'll be using it most of the time. hehe.

Played Tap Tap Revenge with Zijun until super fun!! Played at Superdog. UGH. they have this cd that's all covers of songs. and they screwed up TS' White Horse and You're Not Sorry!! Grrrr... Lucky never mess up Love Story or i'll be really mad!

First tuition for the year -.- i wonder what Zijun thinks of it. I'm used to it. Haha

Feeling kinda down cos choir farewell's coming, and i wouldnt be allowed to go. )):

9 more days to Christmas! and 202 days till i'm FIFTEEN!

there's alot of Taylor Swift songs in this post(:

Tsuna Shinkato and pretty pink flames that sparkles(:

[edit]
my future's better!

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oddly cheerful

2009-12-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

ouh. here's the picture i wanted to show Sihan. Read the first line and the last (:

Gakuen Alice is such a nice show!! yesyesyes! niceness.

the two of us plays this game call NAHAG!! It's fun! heehee.
HAG - hot anime guys
CAG - cute/cool anime guys

10 days to Christmas and tuition starts tomorrow and study session with choc. ack. study. bleh

Ruka, Shinichi, Giotto and Tsuna. HAG/CAG

2009-12-14T19:21:00.002+08:00

and thus, my obsession with music.

i'm alot better now. so dont worry about me(:

went to BookFest and saw P.D. Box Set. Not liking it cos the covers are the multi-coloured horrible looking ones. BUT Twilight Box Set's only $49.90. RAWR.

11 days to Christmas
and i havent done a single homework. gags

music = painkillers

kaleidoscope

2009-12-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

dont want to be all gloomy today.

i hope you would understand. you are a important friend to me, and i dont want to disappoint you

one of the things i hate to do. disappoint people i love but i constantly do that.

well, it's TS - taylor swift's birthday today. 20. not a teen anymore.

and there's only 12 days to Christmas

down and gone

2009-12-12T19:13:00.002+08:00

Don't worry about me I've been fine
I'm not gonna lie I've been a mess

i dont want to lie. i dont want to cause conflict between all of us. i dont want to be the bad person. why dont you tell me what i'm supposed to do now? since that you are one of those that will hate me if i make the wrong decision? but both sides i dont want to hurt.

watching Detective Conan again.

13 days to Christmas.

speechless

moodless

2009-12-11T11:55:00.005+08:00

life just cant get worse than this.

sorry for the short post. but not really in the mood for anything.

14days to Christmas

2009-12-10T11:53:00.005+08:00

The Rose Adagio

The Promise.

It was the fifth birthday party for the sole daughter of a famed celebrity couple. The birthday girl was dressed as a princess would, and to everyone, but herself, she is a princess. Though she was only five, she knew that everyone were nice to her, because of who her parents were, and the niceness did not come from their hearts. But there was a little boy with a beige scarf that had been playing the piano to her, and playing with her while their parents were out. He was the son of her parent's friends and the only one that hadn't been treating her like a princess. He came up to her, and handed her a rose, and said, "Happy Birthday! After today, i wouldn't be able to play with you anymore, but i promise that when we grow up, I'll always be there for you!" The little girl was shy, but nodded. Inside of her, she knew that someday, she would be the princess of her prince, and she found him.

Well, that's a chapter of this story I'm writing, though, it's not really a story, since i have barely typed one chapter. I've actually written this story like, for at least a month in my phone. See how important the function notes is in my phone? Dumbo and Andrew knew i writing it, but i sort of refused to type it in my comp, cause i think it sucks, but still, i want to share at least the first chapter. enough crapping. (:

enjoy!

Now Playing: A Perfectly Good Heart - Taylor Swift
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

~15 days to Christmas~

It's not unbroken anymore

SHOPPING!

2009-12-09T21:19:00.005+08:00

SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!
SHOPPING!

support please!! ^^
confirm a non-scamming blogshop.
shopper's honour!

2009-12-09T16:02:00.003+08:00

i think it's now appropriate to start my Christmas countdown on my blog, and twitter (:

Went to watch New Moon with Choc today(: found out some really juicy things from her. hahaha. not really. during the movie i had to keep shushing and scolding those incredibly cute kids, one of them said that he didnt want to watch the movie and one boo-ed when Jacob came out. no big fan of Jacob, but still, Taylor Lautner is hot. then halfway through the movie, some asshole pulled my hair, cos that bloody kid wants to change his place. i cursed. cos no one pulls my hair. D:< what the hell was the ending? like OMG. screwed up ending!!! was the showing time too short for them to finish the scene? or was it supposed to be a cliffhanger? well, it's a lousy one. I'm disappointed.

did some really irrational shopping after leaving the theater. I bought the Vongola Headphones($12.90). not the 27 one. still looking for it. but then i spent EIGHTEEN dollars buying the adapter for my phone. I'm the Queen of Irrational Shopping, seriously. Zijun, why didnt you stop me? Sighs.

Zijun. you better not pon tuition i tell you. at least not the first lesson!!

Now playing: Mary's Song(Oh My My My) - Taylor Swift
I looked at you like the stars that shined in the sky, the pretty lights

~16 days to Christmas!~

2009-12-08T19:05:00.002+08:00

Christmas(:

What i did today was probably trying to figure what songs are going into my Christmas Playlist this year. My all time favourite Christmas song? Frosty the Snowman (:

Started We Heart It again. After finding my collection of wallpapers being really. boring. Seems like the most obvious feeling this holiday is. boring.

Found a tumblr that i really really like. She gave this ring to Taylor Swift that she keeps and wears most of the time like WOAH.

oooh. i just finished convert all my Taylor Swift songs for WMA to AAC so i can play it on iTunes. dont ask me why i did that. i was bored.

what was i going to type, got sidetracked by Reborn! Wikia. LOL. My brother found it. it's major spoiler site. but i dont really mind. LOL. Cos reading it isnt the same as watching the anime ^^

YEAH! NEW MOON TOMORROW WITH CRAZYCHOC♥ NEW MOON the second time with me. I'm so touched (: oh, but the only reason she's actually coming is becos i'm paying -.-

well, this post has been rather random. then here's a random fact about Tsuna. he doesnt know what a leap year is. LOL.

bye people. i'm going to do random things now ^^

Love In The Ice

2009-12-08T13:14:00.001+08:00

Love In The Ice by Tohoshinki
Translation

It's not your fault those hands are freezing
Borne from those childish days, you carry the scars
Are you afraid to love someone?
You pretend not to see the other side of the words

Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw

* For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I'd make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

Even if fate's mischief pains the heart
On the other side of those tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know

As strong as the feeling of suffering, we can feel people's warmth

Everyone is searching for a place
That can heal their sadness and loneliness
So... for you, that place is here
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate anymore, because I'll protect you

My heart is pained
Because this love is so beautiful, don't be afraid
Even if it's just momentarily, I'll let you know my love
This time is beautiful, you know... let you know my love

* Repeat

Dumbo, i know you love this song, and i know you're pretty unhappy now. CHEER UP! please. forget all the things that's making you angry or sad or pissed. CHEER UP! The things you're angry at, just shows that you are better than whoever you're angry at. next time, you're feeling down, just tell this all-understanding girl here, okay? dont suffer alone!

SMILE ALINA SMILE.

Went out with Han-nee, Meiting and Ader to Bugis. Bought really nice slogan tees (: gonna bring mum there and buy MORE (:

and here's a cute photo(:

i want everyone to be happy

Vietnam Trip

2009-12-07T10:48:00.008+08:00

TWENTY SEVENS.
-Bus number 27
-Car plate 51-7227
-Return flight Seat no. 27D
-Taxi phone number 38-27-27-27

The trip was COOL. i got to play with a REAL M16. I got to shoot 10 bullets. It. Was. Seriously. AWESOME. Then after we finished all 60 bullets. my mum said all our violent genes were exposed. and i was the only girl. LOL. Guess who was the face on the target for me? (:

Okay, i'm done with the crapping. i shall start telling you people the serious things. it's just that the playing of real guns. I Just Have Got To Tell People.

First day
Aunt Winnie came to pick us up. She has her own chauffeur. Super nice. Had lunch at uncle Simon and aunt Emily's house. Brian and Sabrina were at school. Then we went to our hotel and swam. Then my brother watched ice age 3 while i played. SIHAN pay attention! Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn!DS :D:D:D:D you can fight with/as all the characters in the future arc like Tsuna :D Reborn! Giotto. LOL! Superb. my brother unlocked everything in less than 3days.

Second Day
We went to this Cuchi place where we could play with the GUNS :D there were M60 machine guns and everything. like WOAH. FUN. We spent around 100 USD buying 60 bullets? i'm telling you. it was worth the cash. the main point of that place, wasnt the guns, it's the tunnels that the Vietnamese lived in during the war with the Americans. and the tunnel is like super tiny, only around 1metre tall, and i hate bending so i only climbed 20metres until my head cant take all the bumping onto the top of the tunnel. Took pictures. one funny thing, when we were supposed to take a kid photo. we were really stiff, cos though we've known each other for almost our whole lives. literally. we havent seen each other for about 3 years. and the difference in all of us are huge now. lunch. vietnamese food again. lol. Then we went SHOPPING! and sightseeing of course. Pretty Buildings (: then we went to aunt Winnie's house. It. Is. Huge. and really gorgeous. She has this super duper uber adorable toy poodle! Bobby(: Played with him till it was time for dinner. Note. we had lunch around 2.30. Dinner around 7. lol. Well, cos the restraunt has this water puppet show and it's a must see in vietnam... and it was cool. One table of 4 kids. THREE had STRAWBERRY SMOOTHIE (: and i was the only girl. Hahahahahahaha. had hot pot. then went back to the hotel. Dad and brother swam while i watched Star Movies for Twilight♥ YEAH! NEW MOON ON WEDNESDAY WITH CRAZYCHOC (:

Last Day
Watched this cool movie that was bloody. LOL. Went to the airport after lunching with uncle Simon and aunt Emily.

Then i'm home (:

Picture Time (:

pretty church

pretty centerpiece and pretty aunt winnie (:

a shop name Pinko!

38 27 27 27! Tsuna x 3!

pretty church from a different view

my bro and me

watermelon juice. pretty cup(:

strawberry smoothie (:

going out later :D yeah! the fact that i typed this on the plane yesterday but only posting it today's kinda dumb. LOL! just remember Dumbo's dumb act!!! ((:
my 88th post(: 88 by LM.C another one of the OST that Tsuna's cool in (:

feels good to be back

i am back

2009-12-06T21:57:00.003+08:00

really short post now, cos i'm falling asleep soon. well, all my twitters know, my bed time's when twitter is dead slient.. well...

I AM BACK :D

missed me? hahaha. thanks to Han-nee and Dumbo for keeping me bloggie alive!!! (; treats for the two of you♥

i have my holiday post in my phone... but i dont think there's time for me to type it, since my mum's nagging.. LOL!

anyways. I AM BACK! Okay. done (:

KHR 162 is dumbdumb. only my Tsuna will be stupid enough to disobey Elder Pao Pao. hahaha. changed my picture to him and my blogsong to one of the OSTs that Tsuna's cooler in (:

i really have to go.

i love Dumbo and Han-nee!!

2009-11-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys!!!!

DUMBOALINA IS BACK :D

CLASS CHALET TOMORROW :D

going overseas on 3rd December a.k.a. NEW MOON DAY.
so i'm not look forward to going overseas.

And because I'm going overseas, and chalet, i'm going on a really short Hiatus. 1 week.(i'm estimating. but must of you know, i'm not the best estimator around)

Keep my blog alive for me!!! Click my ad!! Tag me!! (((:
gonna give anyone who does that a treat *winks*

goodnight world!

PS; @loveoxide/han-nee cheer up kays!! I ♥ the happy you! (:
PPS; @xoxorange/dumbo dont care those kind of people le! you just rock too much!

hope everything goes well

2009-11-29T14:23:00.003+08:00

Shoes make me happy. I'm superficial. So what.

Hmmm... Where should i start? Okay, i know. First. Thanks to Han-nee for going all crazy with me over KHR in turn started talking about Tsuna, and happiness ^^ Did FB quizzes on KHR things with SH then we publish same time, so it's Reborn and Tsuna's picture together :D Then we did this FB quiz on human, angel, demon or vamp. We both got Vamp ((: Vampire Mafioso ^^

Then a few days ago we spam save KHR icons and pictures, well, only me, cos Reborn ones are hard to get :P BUTBUTBUT I got some for you ^^ Give you tomorrow!!

HEEHEE. THANKS TO SI HAN FOR MAKING ME DUMBO-LESS/emo WEEK HAPPY.

DUMBOLINA'S COMING HOME TODAY :D:D:D:D:D

LOL over something Piinko said about Bumbo and Dumbo :D

I love 2K'09. We have a great monitress and a suckish monitor that doesnt want to return me my $4.20.

That is for everyone to see :D
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Personal views about ~~a certain tall person~~ LKY is, asshole, jerk, idiotic, meanie, owe money dont return one. Stupid. RAWR
~~that was mean. i dont like mean. STRIKE OFF :D~~
instead of saying less, i'm adding more.
do you have to blame everything on me? use me as a bloody example. what the fricking hell is your problem?

must end a post on a happy note (: (sorry... i'm just damn pissed now. )
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Dumbo coming home today (:

2009-11-26T17:47:00.002+08:00

got this from Choc's blog...
my diagnosis

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Slight-Moderate
Dysthymia:	High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	Very Slight
Cyclothymia:	Slight
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Slight
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

and you know what's the stupid thing? i dont seem to having of the symptoms. so depression is not the reason why i'm feeling down now. and zijun's results are way worse than mine. she has high or very high.

2009-11-26T15:20:00.004+08:00

erased and deleted all things related to it

if i really want to forget about it, it's the easiest way, since the date was first set, i wrote it down on my calendar, in my phone, and now, i have to erase them all, to reduce some of the pain. even if i went for only one day (SS501 hee) it still means that i'm not really a part of the thing.

no one's really online, and the thing is, when you open your msn messenger, and the first name you see is the one that has hurt you before, how would you feel... i should have deleted his contact a long time ago, but i dont have the heart to. maybe one day, he'll unblock me. UGH. stupid naive christine. thinking of things that'll never happen. argh, heck it. i'm gonna delete him. deleted. seems like all that i do this days, is delete people's emails and numbers.

and music really isnt helping, listening to my blogsong. Forever and Always [Piano Version]. it just makes me want to cry, the piano accompaniment compared to the guitar one, it's way slower and the sadness of the song just seeps through.

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low you can’t feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Didn’t mean it baby
You said forever and always yeah

nobody's smsing me, nobody's talking to me online, ~~feeling as if,~~i'm alone, that says everything about what i'm feeling now. I'm Alone.

though the sadness, here's a little thank you to @thexuannie, thanks for making me feel like there's at least one person who cares. Love♥. and there's this random thing that say i'm 77.34% Sky, like Tsuna(: [the teeniest of smiles]

loneliness, a strong feeling, and one that gets to me way too easily

Come In With The Rain

2009-11-25T16:04:00.003+08:00

i got 3 gorgeous pints of Haagen-Dazs ice cream. (:

talked to some people for ideas on what to do. Thanks Aderline and yh. much appreciated (:

the only way this could end on a happy note for both sides, is for my dad's flight schedule to come out with a surprise change.

I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight
To call your name
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain

i dont want to miss out on everything, and why has it got to be these things? and from something yh said yesterday, i just got hurt again. not a major thing but enough.. i'm letting too much things get to me now. i shouldnt let anymore things get to me.

i'm too tired to do anything, but i have to

head first Fearless

2009-11-24T18:56:00.003+08:00

went to east point to make my brother's new spectacles today, but when i randomly did an eye check up. i realised that my degrees have decreased to only my right eye is short sighted by 50degrees, but now i have this thing call san guang or whatever. and so i made a new pair of specs, that is, nice. when we first reached the store, it was lunch break, so we went to Starbucks. then mummy had to talk about the thing that makes me sad. so i cried at Starbucks. okay, not cry, teared there, and was pouting all the way to the store.

then we went to buy our textbooks. NO FUN AT ALL.

but what i did buy was, TAYLOR SWIFT FEARLESS PLATINUM EDITION :D:D:D:D:D

i successfully took a picture of my brother reading Twilight :D under my supervision cause i'm scared he opens the book too big, and it gets torn, but then, he'll buy a new one for me (:

with you, i'll dance in the storm with my best dress

2009-11-23T18:34:00.004+08:00

yeah i'm back (:

i changed the bag into this one and it can be a 3 way bag.
happy ^^

i really really was looking forward to it. and now you're telling me there's a chance i wouldnt be able to go? great. fantastic. way to go. i'm supposed to be the one you two love more. like i can trust that anymore. BOTH of you agreed that i could go. or is this another way of actually objecting me to go? i dont want to choose. both things are important to me. Family and Friends. BOTH ARE IMPORTANT. i dont want to disappoint the girls and especially alina.. i dont want to be disappointed too. the feeling sucks. why? cause i'm constantly disappointed by people. guess my feelings just arent important enough for people to care about. my feelings can be just thrown around whenever you feel like it. GET THIS: I AM A HUMAN. I HAVE A HEART.

i've had enough pain through the years

2009-11-23T16:58:00.003+08:00

happy Christine after finally going out with ChocDonut (: they went to buy their SECOND couple bag, crazzzzy!! well, i bought a pretty neat clutch too ^^ shits. the sling part is not detachable. i'm gonna go back and swap for one that's detachable. i hate sling bags.. ewwewweww. i should have checked!! argh.

kinda sad now because of this thing daddy told me. i was so looking forward to something that might just be ruined. )):

well... we have 41 more days to the start of the holidays and i still have yet to start in any homework. sighs, anyone wanna help me?

dont keep my hopes up. when you're just gonna break my heart

2009-11-18T12:43:00.002+08:00

Two Worlds Collide

This is the song that made me cry last night.
Demi Lovato wrote it for Selena Gomez and like the lyrics are super meaningful.
And i think the song's really nice for the fact that it reflects friendship that's so strong that makes two people, really really tight, and then depend on each other.
it's a really sweet song. and cos i'm the one that normally depend on other people, it makes me feel, guilty? cos i dont think i've done enough for my friends that have done so much for me.

Thanks dears. (:

We're gonna be alright, this is what happens when two different worlds collide

2009-11-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

SS501 : Rebirth : Track 5

Green Peas

I want to become a star
Wherever on this earth
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy

Sweet song (:

To become a star and shine for you. Together, we'll be happy.
reminds me of the last We Got Married JoongBo episode, where HwangBo told Hyunjoong to become a star, and he glued pieces of paper together into a star shape.

Hyunjoong and SS501 ♥

to be your star

2009-11-16T18:44:00.003+08:00

ever felt ignored by those that you trust, love and depend on?
that's totally what i'm feeling now.

no real reason for this feeling. but i'm very down now.

):

went out in the morning with mummy. mac's breakfast. then i bought Seventeen and teens. well, i really want Teenage, but it isnt out yet.

not in the mood to type. well.

just put on HSM and HSM2's soundtrack. LOL. Hope those cheery tones make me cheer up.

#bestfeeling: remembering those times when we were young
#worstfeeling: when you realise you cant get those times back.

2009-11-15T15:15:00.004+08:00

New York New York! ^^

Yesterday, daddy just felt like bringing us to eat something nice ^^

The nicest thing was the APPLE-FLAVORED COTTON CANDY it was reallllly nice!! make me felt like a kid again (:
then we had Soup in a Cup (above picture!) because daddy paid with the credit card that has special offer, but we didnt know before, so just took it away.

E!Hub's really a nice place. All the movies with CrazyChoc (Zi Jun), the #2k09 outings. Time with my family. I remember going there to bowl till past midnight, then we strolled home. (:

I think it'll be a nice place to eat with friends (:

TS

2009-11-13T17:59:00.004+08:00

My TS♥ cookie

For those that has totally no idea, it means Tsuna Sawada or Taylor Swift :D

Well. Other than the changing of blogskin, and the regular FB, Twitter things. Today has been a very very, hmm, what's the word... ah. unproductive. yeah. oh, well, i watched Taylor's vlogs on Youtube. Did polls on twitter. Friends Exposed and Social Interview on facebook.

currently crazily editing every single post to remove the signing off part.

here's a little verse from Taylor's Platinum Album (which i have yet to get and hoping some kind angel would buy it for me and deliver to my house, since i'm grounded D:)

With your face and your beautiful eyes,
And the conversation,
With the little white lies.
And the faded picture
Of a beautiful night
You carry me from your car
up the stairs
And I'm broke-down cryin'
Wish we weren't this messed,
After everything in that little black dress
After everything, I must confess,
I need you

the song's call The Other Side of The Door. It's really nice.

the stories are ours to make

new blogskin

2009-11-13T12:31:00.000+08:00

well, this is new, a bright coloured one, because yesterday Dumbo's cousin say my blog very DARK.. haha. i like this one anyway (:

2009-11-13T11:43:00.003+08:00

Well...
Streaming results are OUT.
and so are the
HOMEWORK.

The English one couldnt be easier, READ A BOOK, that's like SOOOOO easy for me. I finished Saving Juliet, which is an AWESOME book in less than 5 hours. but the science one. RAH. dont feel like doing..

Happy about the streaming, cos i'm still with Dumbo♥, Hilary, Clarice andandand CRAZY/CHOC/ZIJUN!

Dumbo's feelings are SOOOOO right :D

Changing blogskin in progress :D

2009-11-11T21:45:00.005+08:00

What state is your heart in?

Your heart is made of Glass, so it's very fragile and sensitive. People see you as quiet and you keep your feelings hidden as you are afraid of revealing them to anyone. Perhaps you were hurt in the past and are terrified of being hurt again so your afraid of falling in love. To you true love is something unknown and trying to find it is frightening, you need someone to come along and touch your heart so stronly it will never break.

You alter ego:

The silent one.
Your alter ego is the silent one. They never say anything, don't even mutter a word. The just sit and watch. The silent you is slightly shy in character and hangs back in the shadows of your personality. Your alter ego usually comes out on occasions when you have been embarrassed or shocked. They are slightly more intelligent than you but only lie and wait.

What do you hide behind your eyes?

You're in love. Whether it be with a person or the world you can't see anything but that special thing about it. The sweetness of a kiss, the warmth of the sun, whatever it is, you can't get enough of it

Which of the four sacred eyes do you have?

The Eyes of Pure
The Eyes of the Pure are for the ones that see things the way children and older people do. They believe in the magic around them, and are stuck in between being pure and childish, and wise beyond their years. The Eyes of the Pure are usually depicted by a child, because thats the age where innocence and understanding are usually at its Maximum.

Who do you best resemble in Fahrenheit?

Jiro Wang
You are Jiro Wang. You represent 'hot' You dress fabulous and love your hair. You sometimes can be a clean freak but you are talented and fit. Which you are happy about. In the 4 seasons you are summer. You can play the Guitar and draw good.
(shucks i did this when i still liked him)

Emo or Preppy?

Preppy
your preppy alll you care about is how you look and PINK! oh and u care about what boys think about you and your favorite thing to do is SHOP!

This is a compilation of some quizzes i did on facebook!

And now.....

THE BEST FOR THE LAST.

Who's your Korean Boyfriend?

Hero JaeJoong!
Yea JaeJoong is your Boyfriend! He is bubbly and clumsy like you ;-) He love to make funny stuff with you

(Dumbo dont sad!)

2009-11-11T11:48:00.003+08:00

http://www.nasa.gov/topics/earth/features/2012.html

WE'RE NOT DYING AT 17 :D
I would be legal before i die.
YEAH!!!

okay, here's the thing. Some of the people I know, namely, my dad and a couple of friends, they're saying whether should we just forget all our responsibilities and play and spend all our money because we're all going to die before Christmas 2012. That got me scared. UNTIL i saw this article. I was googling 2012 since @loveoxide, Han-nee told me check it up on Google to prove it's a hoax, so i did. then i came across the NASA page. I told my dad that the Mayans themselves are extinct, so how can they tell US whether we are going to die or not. Right?

This grand cycle of evolution will culminate
winter solstice, December 21, 2012 AD.

yeah right

Q: Is the Earth in danger of being hit by a meteor in 2012?
A: The Earth has always been subject to impacts by comets and asteroids, although big hits are very rare. The last big impact was 65 million years ago, and that led to the extinction of the dinosaurs. Today NASA astronomers are carrying out a survey called the Spaceguard Survey to find any large near-Earth asteroids long before they hit. We have already determined that there are no threatening asteroids as large as the one that killed the dinosaurs. All this work is done openly with the discoveries posted every day on the NASA NEO Program Office website, so you can see for yourself that nothing is predicted to hit in 2012.

Question (Q): Are there any threats to the Earth in 2012? Many Internet websites say the world will end in December 2012.
Answer (A): Nothing bad will happen to the Earth in 2012. Our planet has been getting along just fine for more than 4 billion years, and credible scientists worldwide know of no threat associated with 2012.

Q: What is the polar shift theory? Is it true that the earth’s crust does a 180-degree rotation around the core in a matter of days if not hours?
A: A reversal in the rotation of Earth is impossible. There are slow movements of the continents (for example Antarctica was near the equator hundreds of millions of years ago), but that is irrelevant to claims of reversal of the rotational poles. However, many of the disaster websites pull a bait-and-shift to fool people. They claim a relationship between the rotation and the magnetic polarity of Earth, which does change irregularly, with a magnetic reversal taking place every 400,000 years on average. As far as we know, such a magnetic reversal doesn’t cause any harm to life on Earth. A magnetic reversal is very unlikely to happen in the next few millennia, anyway.

Q: Is there a danger from giant solar storms predicted for 2012?
A: Solar activity has a regular cycle, with peaks approximately every 11 years. Near these activity peaks, solar flares can cause some interruption of satellite communications, although engineers are learning how to build electronics that are protected against most solar storms. But there is no special risk associated with 2012. The next solar maximum will occur in the 2012-2014 time frame and is predicted to be an average solar cycle, no different than previous cycles throughout history.

so ALL of you that believes the 2012 thing. SEE THIS: WE ARE NOT GOING TO DIE.
but i'm sure that the Earth would be destroyed one day, because of pollution, ENHANCED golbal warming and things that HUMANS, we did. there's this movie, The Age of Stupid. it quite cool..

The film is a drama-documentary-animation hybrid which stars Pete Postlethwaite as a man living alone in the devastated world of 2055, watching archive footage from 2008 and asking "Why didn't we stop climate change when we had the chance?"

enough of being all environmental, the point is, i want to proof to people, that we're not going die before we're 18.

{WE'RE NOT GOING TO DIE}

2009-11-10T13:50:00.003+08:00

你是我的命中注定:
纪存希 and 陈欣怡 :D

2009-11-09T16:37:00.002+08:00

so dont spend too much time being angry. SMILE. i think i slept off all the anger last night. haha. i think i really forget things really quickly. but i remember the important things that i HAVE to remember (:

ARGH. anyone going to any CD shop soon? i really need TAYLOR SWIFT - FEARLESS PLATINUM EDITION. ): i want that album reeeeeeeeeeeeallllllllllllllly badly!!

{everytime you smile, i smile}

2009-11-09T13:01:00.005+08:00

"Monologue Song (La la la)" lyrics

I like glitter and sparkly dresses.
But I'm not gonna talk about that in my monologue.

I like baking and things that smell like winter.
But I'm not gonna talk about that in my monologue.

La la la. La la la.

I like writing songs about douchebags who cheat on me.
But I'm not gonna say that in my monologue.

I like writing their names in songs so they're ashamed to go in public.
But I'm not gonna say that in my monologue.

La la. La la la la la. This is my musical monologue.

You might think I'd bring up Joe, that guy who broke up with me on the phone.
But I'm not gonna mention him, in my monologue.
Hey Joe, I'm doing real well! Tonight I'm hosting 'SNL.'
But I'm gonna brag about that in my monologue.

La la la. Ha ha ha.
Ha ha ha. Ha ha ha. La la la.

And if you're wondering if I might be dating the werewolf from 'Twilight.'
[She stopped to mouth "Hi Taylor," then blew him a kiss.]
I'm not gonna comment on that in my monologue.

La la. La la la la la. This is my musical monologue.

You might be expecting me to say something bad about Kanye
and how he ran up on the stage and ruined my VMA monologue.
But there's nothing more to say cuz everything's OK.
I've got security lining the stage.

It's my 'SNL' monologue.
La la. La la la la la. This is my 'SNL' monologue.
La la. La la la la la. That was my 'SNL' monologue.

you have just GOT to love Taylor

2009-11-08T20:26:00.002+08:00

it's never going to be about YOU.

i dont know what's your problem with me. but i think you have a bigger problem. it was just a fricking dare and you have to take it so seriously, you're not the ruler of everyone. you are JUST another ordinary guy that's, i dont know. PAMPERED. even worse than me.

you are a JERK. and you will always be one.

{i may used to care. but i totally dont anymore}

2009-11-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

i need a break, from family drama to social problems. i just want to break free of all the stupid problems in my life. it's supposed to be a nice holiday, my Sec2 end year holiday, and now i have great friends to go out with, but my mum just wouldnt give me the freedom i want. stopping me from Choir. Fine. BUT why cant you let me out without parental supervision? argh.

i need my space and freedom. i have a life.
i dont know. UGH

{breaking free}

2009-11-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

Whenever i listen to a song. I'll put my current status into the song lyrics and think about how the song is related to me. Then i'll usually make a conclusion that's really unbelievably stupid cos the songs aren't necessary true. Music is what make a day normal. Take away my MP3 or my handphone, i'm a gone case. Ew. Just remembered something upsetting about the last sentence. Yes, i'm still disgusted by that person.

i think i've been spending way too much time on weheartit. but it's a really sweet website. facebook getting boring. maple is too laggy. there isnt much to do online anymore.

{dying at home. in need of SHOPPING}

♥-C-♥

2009-11-05T19:08:00.002+08:00

feeling rather unmotivated. dont know whether it's due to the fact that i'm grounded or that life's just suddenly become more boring than ever, without jokes and laughter of #2k09. this year's holiday sure seems a little more dull. i think i've gotten used to the noise of 2K and always going out with Zi Jun and the others, so now, if i stayed at home. it's really boring. and lifeless.

GOSH. i am LIFELESS
i hope i dont turn into a STONE like someone i know...

well, off to find MORE prettaye wallpapers :)

{unlu(i)cky}

ps. dont even ask.

♥-C-♥

2009-11-05T11:30:00.006+08:00

wanted to post something mean again. but i shall just make do with pictures.

for my #2k09. i did it by myself and coloured it myself (:

The rink :)

{i'm not as pampered as you. BLEH}